Pain, yes indeed.

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Better, worse, here, then there, if rather constant... as to what I feel.  It is far from maxed out, conscious wise.  The behind the scenes suffering is maxed.  I am moving very slow for it. But the conscious pain is only a roaming between, say, four and eight on a ten scale, averaging mostly around six.  

I did take more tylenol last night, had to try something.  I have been living on the stuff this week.  It has stopped being as effective, so I won't be trying double duty again.  One pop a day, call it good at that.  Which... yes... I am used to pain.  It's just... it hurts worse when it has been gone for a while, and comes flying back.

The tumble down the stairs, while it didn't hurt my outer body much, stretched and pulled things inside.  Mostly in the torso, though muscle groups, from trying to hold, even with little strength, pulled.  Mostly the innards though.  Still, it's amazing something didn't break or rip or shred.  That is a lot of weight going head first down the stairs.  And I fell pretty much while taking the first step.  I did catch near the bottom, or I suspect I would have gone through the door at the base of the stairs.

I had the alarm set for 06:00 and 09:00.  Not a chance.  I think, it part, it is pain.  In part, it is recovery from work and falling.  It was 11:30 before I could crawl out.  Funny, even though there is significant pain, I was able to get out, and up, comfortably (for it's part, didn't hurt to get up or get dressed).  Down the stairs, cat treats first thing since I'm running late, and then checking the temp.

It is ~57-58 out there.  I looked, and remember, but the gauge is right between those.  Still that cool out?  Then again, it was 66 in the main, upstairs, 69 near me?  That is odd.  It is 66 downstairs, still.  Very odd weather, but I'll take it.  I'll... get to chores when I can.  Get some trash out.  Then?

Whatever I can do.  Maybe not much.  Depends if the tylenol works, or if I can overcome the pain anyway.  Later.