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The house is cooled off, a bit. I think opening the door to the upstairs helps. There is a large vent as well, but the door... something about that allows a lot more air movement, heat exchange seems more efficient. Food, for all, was had. Well, all house dwellers. And, with some care, blood sugar is good.
Blood sugar has been a bit tipsy lately. So I have been extra careful, testing a bit more often, seeing what might be a problem. After the 131 read, if I didn't mention it, it started dropping despite eating every two to four hours. First it went to 99, then 85, and then I could feel it. I can become obsessive, but my blood sugar has been so... weird lately. I don't quite understand the jumps, or why it is so stable today. Nothing different from yesterday. Though, with fast food, sometimes it can take a day to hit? Something like that. And it can skip and bounce and just cause turbulence in readings every few days for a bit. It really can, I think.
A fruit smoothie, but with only two cups of fruit (four ounces... but fluid or weight?). That wasn't enough, I could tell. I can't remember everything, but I kept eating to small, good, foods. Probably a bit more kefir, and then kipper snacks. I think that was it. Blood sugar is, after a few hours after the last, sitting at 120. It might rise, it might fall, but it's a... safe number.
It's nearing 05:00... actually just turned, and change. I best close up shop, and either sleep or nap. I'd like to stay up until dawn, and hit chores, but I am hoping a nap will do. I will, probably, turn the ac on for a bit. The device has a timer. Just an hour or so. Which, as it warms, might help me wake. Sometimes. If it doesn't heat-lock me into sleep. Yeah, it can do that.
I did a few things, just can't remember what. Not all, or even what, I had hoped to do. I've just not been on track well lately. I just can't seem to get going. I'll keep trying, and praying. They dying just don't... quite... get to choose as we might like. Been dreaming about the dying, dead, doomed, and blessed lately. Strangest dreams. I see their whole lives, flash before my eyes. Some I knew, some I didn't. I did... learn a few things, of various natures. A bit spooky, but, not... when there is comfort with that... process.
Have a great morning. I'm hoping to join you, possibly by the time you wake and read this? Who knows. Later.
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