A perfect failure?

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I'm not quite sure.  I was to bed by 16:00.  I had installed a single air conditioning unit into the window, got it going, and crashed before knowing if it would do a lick of good.  Again, a double stretch, not sleeping through the night or in the morning.  It's taxing the devil out of me.  But, in an attempt to regain a schedule in the regular day, I am stretching.

I woke at 18:30, or so, but tried to go on back to sleep.  I have had so little.  I was able to stay down another half hour, but laying down while unable to sleep is painful.  I can't do it.  Anyway, so up, finally, at 19:00.  What was perfect about it all?  It kept that little corner of the upstairs at around 72 degrees...  Plus, with the fan else, I needed... felt the need for... a blanket, or two.  That is all I can ask from a little ac unit.  Or myself.

More sleep?  Right?  But, if the body can't, I can't make it.  I even had a cap on, to shield the light.  Something woke me, right then, and that was that.  I would have thought I would be extremely exhausted, irritable, but I'm not.  A little achy.  Back, shoulders, neck.  And I will try to sleep later.  I have turned off the ac, but the fan still runs.  Oh, while it was 72 in my area, it was 75 out in the middle of the room.

I wanted to check on the rabbits.  They looked good.  A little warm.  But it has started cooling.  There bottles still have a little cool left to them, but are thawed.  I will collect those later this evening.  I was just doing a general care and health check.  The ducks don't seem to mind the heat.  A pool of water, food, shade, and they'll figure out their lot.  Wind, rain, snow, sleet, hail, heat, they do well.

Now to get a shower, and do laundry, then get the towels out.  More laundry tomorrow.  And dishes, plus a general cleanup in the kitchen and bathroom for, eventually, an invasion.  I have more boxes to take down, and the last portion of boxes, probably from when I moved in, to be moved up and then also taken apart.  I am going to try to get a start on all of that between tonight and tomorrow.  

Oh!  And, the next time I am in town, I will see about renting a smaller industrial bin, to begin removing boxes and furniture that is useless, and such.  I have one large load, upstairs, ready to go.  I would like to get another ready, and open access to the larger things I want to get out.  Perhaps, get that done by this, or next, Friday... more depending on how fast I can do it than on whether I am working on it.

Well, that's the theory, plan, apportionment, lot?  Yes.

Blood sugar was good!  It was 131 as I was going down.  It is 99 now.  I can live with both of those numbers.  Aiming for just the right amount of food to insulin, skipping insulin altogether when possible... without...  It's all a trick that just doesn't quite yet make sense.  If I didn't know better, and actually, I know not one way or the other, I would almost guess my food is being sabotaged.  I am not using sweeteners, my kefir is well fermented (unless someone else is drinking, and covering by filling with milk, meaning I'm getting unfermented milk?  Dunno.  But something is not working.  Could even be the medicine is tainted.  I just don't know.  But my consumption is very keto, save a burger once or twice a month.

Hmm... now to wake a bit, figure out food... probably just a kefir, and maybe a can of sardines.  Then... I don't know.  Until I am more awake I won't be able to do much.  Oh, and some tylenol.  Just to help, maybe, get back to something or other.  Can't fight exhaustion, heat, and pain well, not all at once.  Later.