No idea when I went down.

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The last text, sent, was at 19:19.  I truly wanted to go right back to bed, but couldn't for an hour, two, maybe three.  Still, I would bet  it was more like an hour and a goodly lot of change after when I finally hit, so around 21:00, plus or minus half.  So tired I couldn't think, or remember.  Not sure I even tried.  Just getting to bed, at that point was a trick.

I have been cold, for so very long.  I may have had a few days of warmth, somewhere in there, but I don't remember them.  Sleeping or waking.  Not enough food, not always the right kind, but low on air... or so it feels.  Plus, the body just isn't up to burning fuel in any case.  Well, and not enough food is being put in.  Last night was delicious.  I was too warm, sometimes, but I didn't want to risk losing it, so kept my feet in and kept tucked down in.  Wonderful.  No, I didn't layer.  That wasn't helping.  Just soiled more clothes, more quickly, while keeping up on laundry is difficult.  I was simply exceedingly careful with blanket setup and had eaten shortly before sleep.  Oh, it is taking four the five days to fill up the pee bottles I used to fill up one to two a night.  Drinking a lot less.

It was ten to six when I woke.  Woke and crawled out.  Layered just a bit and am down doing my morning report.  I am sure I took medicines well yesterday, pills to insulin, morning through the day, and at the end.  I'll get morning medicine going shortly.  I am warming a small breakfast right away.  I wonder if a savory, rather than sweet, spicing, might be nice.  Butter, plus some cream, salt, pepper, garlic, and onion?  It would by a first.

Chores, as soon as I can.  I have enough waterers.  Their food should still be good, but I will check it all.  Today is the day I try to dig back in.  Not sure what I can do, only I know it is time to begin trying to push back through.  I need to keep up on food.  Which means I need to get in the freezer.  And, sometime soon, need to get to the store.

I kept expecting it to warm.  Though the forecast I was going by suggested a warming in the next week.  Though... those can always be wrong.  And, what a warming trend is does depend on the season.  Perhaps this HAS been seasonally warmer?  I had hoped to get concrete in for the clothes lines, put some in to block a hole where mice may be getting in, and put some in a hole in the driveway.  Not sure it will get warm enough, now, to do that.  Still have a week and a half for something to show, but... not looking like it.  Or, as mentioned, a warmer than usual simply means not freezing.

On to breakfast.  Good morning and day.