Someone was here.

.

.

While taking medicine, I thought it looked off.  According to the way my medicine set was arranged, it looked as if I hadn't taken medicine last night.  The thing is, I know I did.  I have been very careful about everything, including taking, and remembering taking, medicines.  With all that has been happening, I have been being extra careful.

I wondered, previously, if I had been taking medicines too often.  Trying to keep up on missed doses.  That would happen is someone was messing with medicine.  I am going to have to be very careful, apparently, going forward.  I always check my doors at night.  I may have forgotten the extra locks, or they have found a way to get past those.  The door was wide open this morning!  The back door.

I might have just thought I did forget, or adjusted medicine myself, until I saw the back door wide open.  I know I saw that closed right before I went to bed.  I must have scared whoever was in, out.  But in a hurry.  The evil around one is so... deep, sometimes.

I have gone back to chia, and am setting up a chia pudding for breakfast.  I wasn't in a hurry to eat.  Wasn't sure what to eat.  Chia and other such has been on my mind.  I don't have nuts around, so wasn't sure.  Then again, I will only eat those every few days.  And didn't always eat them with chia seed pudding as was.  I added a pinch of turmeric, though not terribly necessary unless adding ground flax... freshly ground is best, and a spice or coffee grounder works.  As well, munkfruit mix sweetener and cinnamon.  Adding hot water, and giving it time to turn into more of a jelly.  As well, I will add cream.  Should be tasty.  

That and a dose of fast acting insulin.  After counting, and recounting medicine, plus knowing I took last nights medicine, I reset the medset rightly and took the right portion for today.  I may begin hiding my medicineset.  As well as paying close attention to what I taken, and when.  Thing is, it isn't difficult to switch and pull meds...  Even if I do, generally, look over my medicines before they go down the hatch, a few drops of other might be uncomfortable to deadly.  That my be the point.  Some would prefer death.  When you meet that, you know who you are dealing with.

It has been raining all morning, or sprinkling as it is now.  I have been slow to eat, slow to take medicines, so I have been slow to take my next round of readings.  It'll be two hours, I am thinking, after I finish breakfast.  I could go without, go to later, but with as weak as I have been, I am going to eat more regularly.  Only when back to a better station of health will I begin considering intermittent fasting.  One thing at a time, but I am getting there.

Paranoid much?  I try not to be.  But when everything points to external problems, I have no choice.  I have died for fools and foolishness one too many times.  Still try to be right, but understand sometimes evil will lie to your face and stab you in the back.  Gotta be careful.  All I'm saying.