Terribly tired again.

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Tired to the point where cells hurt... burn.  Not quite sure why that happens yet.  Not enough air, or some chemistry missing something vital, is all I can be sure of.  I did, finally, get out and get a dose of insulin... with a glass of milk to give it something to work with.

I also set up a electrolytes, with some of the carbonated water.  My feet are almost too thin.  Still, there are so many people's feet I have seen, at least when they were fit, that this is what they look like.  Athletic, I would call them, if the rest of me isn't.  On the good side, now a 15 medium fits easily.  The toebox is just right.  I need to try a pair of shoes I ordered, to see if they are in range.  If a little loose, even so, I will keep them for those... fat days.  It will happen, off and on, the rest of my life... short or long.

Aches and pains are back.  And, yes, I took painpills.  It may be working, is the frustrating things.  A lot of pain, I believe, was already being hidden by my body, as it does.  And, I suspect a lot of pain is being diminished by the painpills.  But quite a bit is still leaking through.  Plus, the exhaustion is painful in it's own right.  This may just be as good as it gets, for me, as things stand.

I want to do chores, and take a shower, then go back to bed.  Not sure I can make it.  I keep staying up, hoping I will do things, then not doing things.  Ugh.  Something about shifting, or getting off the plot?  :p  I need to either just go back to bed, or get started on a few things.  I would like to stay awake a few more hours though, so as to test bp and blood sugar.  Later.