.
Though, not just because I hurt, or was tired. The thermometer read 64,
when I went in. Until an hour or two ago, it had dropped to 54...
without fan, and with the door to the downstairs closed. As I am waking,
it was back up to 64. The cool. I couldn't break out, other than
to notice it was so cool. I had all three blankets piled on, so wasn't
cold. But sleep... it was perfect for sleep. I needed some good,
comfortable sleep. It's been a while? If nothing else, the
terrible sleep last night, from the heat, made sleep really desirable.
Well, some things planned for today are off. Which means something hoped
for tomorrow is off. I didn't have a lot of options. None, to be
absolutely fair. Blood sugar is
162. I am surprised it didn't go up more. Often, when I nap, it does
increase. No matter what has happened, if being mildly managed.
I'll have something, and a bit more insulin, then see how it goes. The
weekly average is 160, so... okay.
I best let people know my plans are off. I do my best, but I am right on
the edge of something final. I do what I can do. Hmm, perhaps
roast, and some veggies... or a salad. One meal a day, these days, if a
fatted coffee or two, and light snacks. If I could get to being more
active, I might... get in better shape? Who knows. It's the
idea. When it gets warmer, as I acclimate to it, maybe? We'll see.
Later.
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Ah, informed my people that I wouldn't be available. So... there is
that. And was informed that a package, I had ordered, was sent to the
wrong address? But would be rerouted. There isn't anything I
ordered, but I did receive only a partial package of something. Perhaps
they are sending the rest of that? Don't know what it could be
otherwise. Though, ups doesn't usually deliver on Saturdays...
sometimes, not always. Perhaps for push orders or holidays?
And... strange thoughts and dreams... and... vids to go with. More like
things I... see through the eyes of others. Not... necessarily
true. Though... surprised they watch, so would see, think, such
things? Whatever. Interesting. Could be just A.I. pops...
but... I sense... not.
Lord knows, father tried.
Even I have tried.
God said "No!".
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