Tempting.

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I have been having trouble getting to anything.  But, today, I am going to try to push through.  A shower first.  Right after this.  I mean it.  Then?

Oh, then something to eat.  I haven't been cooking or eating well lately.  Not at all.  I... can't stay focused, remember, get to things.  Coffee, but that... even fatted, just isn't food.  I have been hungry, just not... that hungry?  Something like that.  But, I will get to it.  I am hoping to boil the older eggs.  Because those really are good, even if a bit old.  Actually, often, better if older, boiled.

But... I saw an idea.  I didn't like that particular conception, so went looking for a meal plan presented more like what I wanted, a bit more brief, and... yeah.  I found it.  This... I think I could do this.  It's... not fancy.  I don't have all those ingredients.  I have others, and can mix and match.  But, I... can do some such.  Probably bacon, chopped and fried, with the onion, instead of mushrooms.  I just don't have mushrooms.  Spinach, I have canned, not frozen.  And want to try it.  As well, I could see using a can of the green beans.  Different, but it would do.  And, no feta, but I do have parmesan.  Yea, I think so.

After a shower, and setting up dishes in there, then a meal, and some downtime... then to see about the tarp... setting it up.  Getting the guylines semi-permanent?  Right to the fly, or... stakes?  I'm not sure... will sort of get it arranged so as to put up and take down very quickly.  I think I have "snakes" for the hammock, fly, and mosquito netting.  But, for now, just the rainfly.  Unless that goes super fast and easy.  Then I may practice with the hammock too.

Put it up, take it down.  Do it a time or two.  Do it daily, for a week, month, months... year.  Good weather, and bad.  Learn to keep everything dry, compact, clean... as possible.  Yea.  Learn how to stow it, in my pack.  It needs to be ready, but not in the way of food, water, navigation gear, or rain gear... or even dry socks, should a stream need to be crossed.  Meh?  Bleh?  *grins*

Oh, the pistol belt I am wearing is set for 40" to 46".  I am at the point were 40" is pushing it.  So, I am going to order the next size down soon.  Just... curious what the actual size was, while checking a new order.  Too bad the old one won't be used.  Still better to lose the size and not use a ~$22 dollar item than to keep at bulky status quo.  I'll take that loss any day... year.  Whatever.  On the good side?  So long as I can maintain the slimmer size?  I won't lose much more girth.  There... isn't much more too lose, unless... I am dying of something and can't maintain muscle or fat.  I'll not be wearing a pistol, though, then.  Wouldn't have the strength.  Now, that doesn't mean my midsection is 40", only that with a belly band tightened around it, it can get there, and comfortably... actually less, but...  Yea.  Awesome!

As well, trying on clothes, to see about fit.  Confession and mass are... approaching.  Oh, well, and looking over how to perform confessions.  My memory sucks, however.  And the stress.  When I get in there, I... often forget all but my name.  A bad heart, with stress, is a... messy life.  I'll... do what I can.  Anyway.... there is that.  Now to shower, rest, cook, and tinker.  Amen.  And later.