Some think I am funny.

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Suspicious.  Cool.  I don't trust guys, myself.  As a general rule.  For... this and that reason.  Including that reason.  And, no, you can't just say so... or nay.  Too many are deeply undercover.  Or confused.  Etc.  No, you have to watch them, in with the herd, see what garners their attention.

Now, on the good side?  If I see a women, who I have some attraction to, and maybe a suspicion she might be available?  She knows, immediately.  And... some women do know.  Now, I haven't acted on any.  Because I am never sure.  I would have be be dead certain.  I have been with far too many wives.  Not again.  Though there are... other reasons I would avoid a woman as well.  I think I have been clear, what it would take.  And, the chances of me finding that are beyond slim.  Still, some women know.

Well, and a kempt woman, who dresses well and has a charm to her, available or not, may well cause a reaction.  So, yes, it... does sneak out, from time to time.  Sluts aren't attractive.  A good woman is.  If, too, it has to stay polite, and right, but she will... know.  It's how they test us.  And, yes, the ladies know what I like.  And that I like it quite well.

For me, it is funny.  Though I don't think that is the only problem.  Some think this, or that, from what I have written or said.  But, they... just don't exactly get it.  Not even there.  However, it is what it is.  And, either it will be sorted, or it won't.  I may certainly be a devil, but I have been called to a better way.  But, I... am what I am, even if I have changed sides.  Gotta wonder why God would ask such a one to do so, but... that's not my problem.  If, too, I doubt if I am the only one.

It is still just at 80 out there, 75 in the front room, and more like 71 to 73 in the rest of the house.  Nice, really.  I took my shoes and socks off, first thing, when I got home.  I was so very hot... or getting there.  Then, recently, I thought it had grown dark.  But, looking out, not so much.  Strange that it hasn't gotten hotter.

I am heating the beef roast.  They called it chuck.  It... isn't chuck.  Probably arm or something.  Not chuck at all.  Though they are starting to call a lot of roasts chuck which were never called chuck before.  Who knows what all these fake chucks really are.  

It was the least expensive beef available, and looked okay.  But... really, it's way leaner than it looked.  At $3.99, I had to take a chance.  The cheapest burger was $5.50 or so!  Glad I didn't get but two roasts.  This is pretty bleh.  I couldn't afford burger this time.  I am mostly doing chicken and pork.  Chicken, if it went up, is back down.  Still a bit more expensive, but along the lines of where it has been for several years, really.  They won't offer the whole thigh, just either the thigh or drumstick, and they charge for that, is the only bad thing.  They can keep the break meat.  I am seeing about home raised chickens.  Not sure they will have enough to sell, or that I could afford them.  But... gotta try.  At the right price, I would love to get five to ten a couple times a year.

The rabbits aren't going to do.  But I am still looking around for other breeder rabbits, to replace these.  But, this time, only four does and two bucks.  And, be right on them.  I don't want them, quite yet.  But this fall, if I can find some.  Bigger, is what I would prefer.  But smaller would do.  Just not pet varieties.  Though, who knows, I may make one of a kits a pet.  Or try.  If it worked, I might breed some just as pets.  Potty and indoor trained might sell better.  Though I wouldn't go far with that, doubt, currently, there are many takers for pets.  People are busy dumping, even beloved pets.  The food has doubled, and all else, depending on the day.  Still, I wouldn't mind having another gomer running amok.  :)  I like the critters.  And, actually, they like me.  Mostly.

Later.