A bit later.

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I have no idea how late I made it too.  Though I doubt if I was up to 15:00.  Half past 14:00 is as late is it may have been.  It feels like I fell off my chair and ended in bed right after that last post, but nothing goes that quickly around here, in the condition I was in.  A fall in that condition can take an hour, even five.  Strange.  A bad heart changes perceptions at the edges of it's capacity.  Too hot, too cold, up too late, too tired otherwise, too well fed, too thirsty, almost anything but certainly a group of things.  Was there a group of things?  I... don't remember.

Sleep was a bit rough.  I slept while it was 77 upstairs.  Just using fans.  And, while the fans can make me feel cooler, I am not actually cooler.  I overheat in that.  And, if I overheat in sleep, I wake with a headache, and feel rough in weird ways.  So, I... have a headache, and feel weird and odd in strange ways.  I was able to do it yesterday, but I guess two days in a row is a bit much.  If I am sleeping tomorrow afternoon, I will turn on the ac.  Though, if I wake in the night, with any gumption, I'll open two windows and shut it down.

Dreams, again.  Someone who never was?  Daffodil?  No.  Some flower or... plant.  Not a girlfriend, a sister or sister like woman.  Known in another life.  Not much could be recalled about her, it was about the sadness of missing her.  If you ever meet a truly selfless person, you will always miss them, even thousands of years later, in a new form.  Or... so the dream seemed to indicate.  I like my dreams, even if they hurt my feelings.  I have stopped writing some dreams.  People don't like some dreams.  Anything about the present, I don't write about.

I nicked my big toe, somewhere, on something, and it was bleeding.  I caught it.  didn't really feel it, though I don't think it was a big wound, just a poke from something.  I caught it right away, but didn't feel it.  My feet are generally rather sensitive, so... it happens.  Especially when I am busy.  It was while pushing to get trash and recycling out, and while getting it out, in my flip-flops.  I washed it, but didn't bandage it.  Had hoped to get a shower, then look more closely.  But timed out and crashed before I could get a shower.  I'll... do it this evening, bandaging if necessary.  A whole lot of blood.  But high blood pressure, even when treated, while physically exerting, can cause a lot of blood from the tiniest of wounds.  It's almost amazing.

So, a shower today.  And some more cleaning.  Boxes in the front room, and more in the front room.  But, too, perhaps a gathering of dishes and a go at that.  I put the leftover ham and potatoes in the fridge together.  I'll just reheat that, perhaps with a can of some other veggie, either mixed in or on it's own.  With spinach and beats being the most expensive veggies, I only keep a single can of each up here.  The other veggies are brought up in pairs.  

Hmm, green beans?  Sure.  Probably.  The nice thing about being the grown up kid of my own castle is I can change my mind on the fly.  Ask any mother, it is one of the few things in life to enjoy when all else is out of one's control.  I suppose other bachelors get it, but not as well given they are usually younger, and busy chasing...  varied tail.  Plus, they often don't keep much variety on hand.  I didn't, as a younger bachelor.  Didn't care.  A woman or two has helped to sharpen my tastes, food curiosities, and such.  I like... women.  Mostly.  :p

Well... on to waking.  Good evening, night, morning, and/or day.