As I begin attempting to... do things.

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For whatever reason, I have never successfully used my dremel.  Things didn't work as they were supposed to work.  Inferior pieces, bits, baubles?  User error?  I don't know.  All I know is, I have had a heck of a time.  So?  So, now that I am considering becoming more mechanical, I want to bring that thing into play.  It... has it's uses, if it works.

Now, for a while, I wondered if the device was simply a mass psychological experiment.  How many people could you fool into buying it, and trying to use it, who eventually just set it aside and forgot about it?  I... am still not convinced the thing works.  But... I am... going to begin trying again.

To that end, I got the tool, and baubles.  Watched a few videos.  And have some idea.  I am now just waiting for places and times, now that I have cleared a few things up.  Still, I may go review it's uses and operations once I have a task, such as cutting off a nail or screw, or polishing something.

For mechanics, even a small tool like this can be useful.  Plus, I keep running into ways it is used.  Not that I have found in my day-to-day.  Just in watching videos.  So... yeah.

I had supper.  That was actually pretty good.  I should have drained some of the fluid from the green beans.  I had to try to dry scoop the potato green bean mix out, strain it a bit.  Still, it was tasty enough.  Reminds me of swanson's frozen dinners, or such.  All in one.  But, I remember those fondly, from as a child.  We would get one a month.  I think mother gave them, not as a treat, but because we treated them as... formal?  When we were very small.  Mothers... have small joys too.

I still need something else to eat.  I have been... skipping meals.  Doesn't look it, but I've been cutting back to more like 600 to 1200 calories.  It doesn't seem to matter, in any way I can tell.  I might be able to cut more.  Thing is, sometimes I really like to eat.  Not... hungry, always, usually.  But I... like flavors, textures, and feeling full.  Besides, as mentioned, cutting back doesn't really seem to help anything.  Not diabetes, not bp, not weight loss.  It all remains the same.  Sometimes, things like that, truly make me wonder if I am in purgatory.  Semi-dreaming this is real life.  Though, understand, if that is true?  You are there with me, so don't smirk too largely.  *grins*  Oh, how avant-garde!  To pray for those in purgatory, while in purgatory!  Anyway, on to something else to eat.  Just not sure what.  Then a shower.

Still, while not terribly busy, I am starting on things which have been trouble for a very long time.  And, am picking up sticks.  After the shower, boxes in here.  And, maybe, moving a few full boxes out.  The spare room is picked up and sorted quite a bit.  That can take boxes, and maybe a drawing table.  Such like things.  Clearing this room this week is the real prize in my eye.  That and cleaning the oven Friday.

Well, and a shower a day.  Dressing as if I was a grown up man, with responsibilities, and a few such things.  I have been keeping my white bear trimmed.  Just back on the neck wall, up a little, so it doesn't look so... scruffy.  Not really work on the body of it.  Though, if it looks too scruff, I may attempt shaping a bit.  Why it doesn't itch these days I can't quite say.  Mostly.  Just a bit at the neckline.  May need to hit that area again.

Good morning and day.  Later.