More snow already.

.

.

I thought we would get more.  Just didn't think it would be so soon.  At least four more inches of snow.  I got out, shoveled fifteen feet of the driveway, from the garage out.  Then a small path to the front entry sidwalk.  I then cleared the sidewalk.  Only have of it had snow on it.

Heavy snow.  Not all that cold, at 28~29 F out there.  But the snow was heavy, very wet.  Wore me right out.  Having some difficulty breathing, catching my breath.  I don't think it was the weight of the snow, as much as just having used myself up lately. 

I took the week off, but that isn't helping.  I did a few small chores each day.  Some laundry through, or folded on odd days.  Dishes set up, and being done as I go.  Keeping Sassy fed, and myself when I can eat, remember to eat, am hungry... remember I am hungry, have enough energy to do much about it.  I'm trying.

Yea.  That didn't burn me out, it just showed me how burned out I am.

I keep looking at projects I'd like to do.  But, rather than considering spending money on projects I'd like to do, I decided to begin looking up projects I could do with the tools and equipment I have.  The carpet needs a lot of work.  The thing is, I'd have to move a lot of stuff out of the way.  But... that is what I plan to do.

If I can't use what I have, why buy more stuff for other projects?  Right.  No.  So, that is where I am at.  When I can get to it, that is.  I might be a few replacement lights for the suv.  They are starting to dull.  I need light, more light, as I get older.  Rheumy eyes?  Old eyes, as if there is a difference?

No more readers.  But... I did that for a reason.  Not sure I had any readers, not friends, anyway.  Just bureaucrats, looking for evidence, or else.  This will go down, hard, one way or the other.  Or even another way.  Bureaucrats get washed out with severe economic disturbance, and that is coming one way or the other.  As with trotskyites, they never see it coming.

I found half the paperwork I want to send for my VFW application.  I want to make sure they see the worst, and current, paperwork.  One had suggested that I may not be allowed to be voted into any office.  That... won't work.  Either I am in, or not.  I won't run for office, or seek it.  But if it happens, I have to be free to do it.  I'm not going to be due paying empty suit.  Either I am in, or I am not.  No partway thing.  Doesn't matter to me.  If what I told them is true, then... they think it's a go.  Or... on the terms they were trying to go with.  We'll see about the full in or full out thing.  I won't negotiate.

I ordered a Carhart jacket.  I oredered a 2 extra large tall, my usual.  This thing fits like a bear rug!  I am returning it, trying one size down.  They don't have two sizes down, in tall, or I might have tried that.  I wanted to be awake, today, to get that in.  Just not going to happen.  Ugh.

Friday?  Yes.  Maybe I'll get it in tomorrow.  If not, Monday?  Or... soon.  Days and nights are not doing well.  And, falling back into winter, I'm having a lot of difficulty pushing or pulling.  Trying pushing or pulling things in the middle of a pool, lake, ocean.  It's like that.  I can't get any leverage.  Later.