Can't make it to church today.

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Just too tired.  I needed to wash dishes, take a shower, then get to town.  I... never even got dishes going.  Or yet.  Will still try.  There is hope.  But it is a bit late to make it to town for mass.  While I could still, perhaps, make it to the store, I am not sure I will, or would if I could.  Making it to town would be good, but not sure.  I still have to do dishes, clean the freezertop, get a shower, reset dishes for a rinse (I hope they are clean enough this time), then set them to air dry.

I never quite got over the exhaustion from the cold sleep last night, and cold run this morning.  Oh, and the clouds are back, darkening the world.  Just as soon as I get feeling better, by the world warming or sun shining, it goes dark and cold, and I crash.  So be it.

Still, planning to make a stab at dishes.  And cleaning the freezertop.  Then getting a shower.  But will I be able to finish the dishes?  Dress to get to town?  Maybe cook a meal?  I don't know.

I have also been looking at looking for things to work on the grill.  A water bottle, perhaps.  A container for fat, or bottle for oil.  I could use light olive oil.  It isn't perfect, but it's better than the seed oil options.  As well, I'd just like to get out and tinker on it.  Just... because.  But, if I liked what I saw, I might even grill a meal.  If... things worked out well enough.

I've been eating grapefruit the last few days.  Bought fresh, and quite good.  The first one I ate in the more civil way... slicing it in half, then cutting the tenders.  The other two I simply peeled and ate in sections.  I much prefer the section consumption.  You do have to get your hands dirty, but that's fine by me.  I haven't had one in... years.  Three, four, five?  It's been a while.  I sure enjoyed.

I'll game a bit, turn up the furnace in order to attempt to warm in order to get on the dishes.  Have a bit of kefir.  Love that stuff, perhaps reset it if there is space, or eat another dose later to make room.  Maybe make a french press coffee in a bit, which also warms me, and gives me a little goose to get going.

I will pray, even if I can't make it to church.  I can only do what I can do.

It looks like someone might be visiting.  Can't be certain.  They aren't leaving digital tracks that make sense.  Some of the tracks look like they could be mine.  Though... I have doubts about that.  But some of them aren't... mine, for certain.  Never can tell.  There were some people who were given access, last time I cut out.  Not sure if they would remember, or know how to access.  It's been a while.  I just don't know.