Down early, up late.

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Why?  The dark, cold, wet/damp has simply caught up with me.  I am having a heck of a time keeping up.  Tired.  Sore, even.  Not sure what I have been doing, but my forearms and wrists hurt, as if I strained them... used them beyond their capacities.  Cramping, in there.  Down at 20:00?  Or earlier.  Not awake until 6:00.

Dreams.  Discussing some things, the past, the Navy, how things happened, what happened.  There are still things I simply don't know, don't understand.  Maybe just the heart, the shutdown of it, initially, was so fast and nearly absolute.  Confusion.  Memories that they say aren't real, yet treatment for those false memories?  Diagnosis of those?  I can't tell you what I am not certain about.  All I know is I should be quiet about anything in there.  If the official line is that it was false, trying to suggest otherwise is nothing but trouble.  Check.

I did finish the roast yesterday.  It was tasty, but damn is it chewy.  I'm thinking ribeye tasting shoe leather.  The suggestion was to cut it thin.  I didn't.  Next time I will definitely cut it thinner, a lot thinner.  Not sure the imbedded garlic did it any favors?  I won't do that again.  I thought I loved garlic.  And, maybe I do, in some things.  But not in everything.  Though I will say I think the organic garlic was worth the trouble to obtain and spend to obtain.

Unlike the nuts.  I tried roasting those with less time.  I have tried them straight out of the packages.  They aren't good.  They don't taste roasted.  Old.  Were they frozen, then refrigerated, to extend their life, but lower their quality?  Far too expensive to throw away, but they can't be eaten.  So, no, not all organic is worth the price.  Few organic items are worth the cost.  Very few.

Snow.  More snow, I should say.  It has been snowing for the last three days.  Mostly melting off, save for slight increases in some places... over the patches where snow remained.  But, today, we got about two to three inches which stuck.  It isn't all that wet, but it isn't quite powder either.  I blend.  I cleared a part of the drive, and the sidewalk, plus a path along the whole of the driveway.  Not sure if UPS is supposed to arrive with a package today, but... wanted to open up what I could just in case that was the case.

Well... on to something.  A shower.  Dishes.  and some more cleaning, here and there.  Hopefully sweeping in the bathroom and hall, then mopping.  I had best sweep before showering, then mop after showering and setting up dishes.  Perhaps workin on clearing the kitchen table after that?  And, just maybe, sweeping in the kitchen... or more, clearing the floor to then sweep, perhaps tomorrow.

I am hoping to get a good deal more set up, cleared, and cleaned this week.

Sassy is hungry.  Best get her some chow.