A dark time, a good time.

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Up a bit late again, if I was up... a bit late playing.  Again.  It's just how it goes, some days.  Nights.  But, I wanted to check the lights, too, that I put up yesterday.  Working.  Though, they only have stupid modes.  I just want them on, and that.  I don't want twinkling, fading in and out, and else.  There seems to be no simple "on" mode.  Oh well.  But, they are working.

My legs hurt, terribly, again today.  Mostly focused on the calves, though really the whole of each leg is a bit tender.  As is my torso, a bit.  Bending, flexing, kneeling, lifting while bending, kneeling, standing.  All good!  I... love it when my body has pain from effort!  I give these, too, to those in purgatory.  Trust me, they are glad for the tiny sup of hope from such.  It is as a light breeze, stuck on a flat ocean during the doldrums of old sailing ships.  Maybe not what was wanted, but a breath of hope that this too shall pass.  Amen.

It was 69 upstairs, near me, 68 in the main?  Strange.  I thought it must not have cooled as much today as yesterday.  I was wrong.  It was 46 this morning, outside.  Downstairs was 66/67, but upstairs was warmer?  I... don't quite get it.  I only had one fan on, upstairs, but the same as yesterday night, when it was 50 to more like 52 outside (when I woke, both around the same time).  Bleh.  Slept well enough.

Some... dreams.  No one I... know?  Just faded thoughts of... people who may have been, perhaps in someone else's life?  I wish I had had friends like that.  Even to lose them?  Better to have had, and lost, than to have never had?  And, yet... it hurts to think about no body's.  Other no body's?  Unreal ones?  Like me, but different?  Good to miss people, even if they, too, never were.

This morning?  Coffee to start off.  Sassy was fed first thing.  Trying to sort what to do.  I have been doing small things, during the day.  Even sore, I try to hobble over and get a few things done.  A shower is first on my list.  Then setting up some dishes.  And, hitting laundry.  Oh, and I may see about lighting up the mower.

If I can get it to light, I'll do some mowing.  Oh, and may try some new machete type blades on branches, bramble, and else which needs trimmed.  I've... been lax, fallen behind.  Things to do, things to get done, things to attend.  It... might even be relaxing.  It will be... good... for my body, and spirit... if I can get to it.

May my day be filled with His light and glory.  May my work be pleasing to His eyes and heart.  May my works be good ones, in His name, to His honor.  May God guide me to worthy efforts, and a joy in the doing.  Amen.