In frustration...

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Not sure what to do, I finished clearing the freezertop.  Then cleaning it.  I did the dishes, all put back in the tub after the first cleaning.  Adding several more jars... from the emptied bad kefir to the bad mayo to the emptied kombucha jug, into a new wash bit of it's own.  So as not to contaminate the most clean dishes otherwise.  Though there was no room anyway.

Frustrated.  Not sure what to do.  So, I... decided to remove the elbow.  The blockage could have been there.  Doubtful, but who ever knows.  As I was removing the trap, part of the piping connected to the sink came undone, and spilled exactly where I didn't have anything to catch it.  I caught it quickly, and shut that back off.  Oh well.  Then I went back to removing the u-trap.  To my surprise, it was the trap.

A small cocktail fork had fallen in, then things just... collected on it.  Ugh.  If I had know it would have been so easy, I would have done this long ago.  Weeks, just sitting and stewing, as that water festered.  How horrible.  On the good side, the snake wasn't needed.  If I'd... still like to find it.

A bit of a mess to clean, in time.  But... not now.  The house will be able to be cleared, of that terrible odor, before long as well.  Not today though.  It is just hitting 70 outside, so I am shutting up the cave.  Probably even upstairs.

With the freezertop cleared and clean, I'll hit dishes after a bit of a break.  Then get a shower, and dressed.  I'll brush my teeth, again, before going in to town and the store.  I weighed in at 263.2 this morning.  But that was before a bm, and in part because I didn't wear compression socks again yesterday.

Look, I know what I should, am supposed, to do.  I just can't always do it.  I forget, get lost in moments, or vast swathes of time.  Things don't always make sense to me.  I can't just... do... what I can't realize in a moment that I should.  And, when I do realize, through the day, I don't always have the energy, focus, will power, or whatnot, to get it done.  I do my best, that is as good as it gets.

But, today, even just so far, it is a good day.  Stinky, messy, working, but... even those are... good.  I just want to do, when I can.  Today I did, and will.