Difficult, again.

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Cloudy this morning, 52 at nine when I woke.  Didn't get to bed until... midnight?  Something like that.  Would love to still be asleep, trying to maintain a day and night schedule with the correct orientation though.  Difficult, with the weather being so... odd.

It rained last night, a lot.  For a while.  And, probably rained through the night... probably in the very early morning as most of the moisture was gone.  It had all evaporated, I think, iirc, before I went to bed.  So everything out there this morning was fresh.  I think it was around 60 by 17:00 last night?  Or so.

Who knows if it will rain again today.  But it sure looks like it could.  I wonder if they are still saying we are in a drought?  Wouldn't surprise me.  Either way, they are planning on getting us back to drought levels.  Working on that day and night.  Bureaucrats have to be broken, or they will kill us all.  At least aristocrats only hurt small disfavored groups and particular individuals.  Bureaucrats hate everybody.  Aristocrats grew bored with even sadism, bureaucrats never stop, never quit, and are never right.

So damaged, lately.  I don't know how to escape this.  My heart doesn't hurt, so much, but it does drag slowly on.  It isn't working very well.  Diabetes seems to be getting worse.  Though... I did try potatoes, twice cooked, lately.  That... doesn't work.  Some theory about cooking it then reheating it creating inedible carbs... starches.  Nope.

I need to get back to just meat, but the problem is that the weather isn't cooperating at all.  Burgers, again, today.  But I need to thaw more meat.  Burger, steaks, chops.  I don't mind roasts, since it is cool enough, often, and usually at night, to roast those in there.

As well, kefir is coming back into play, albeit slowly.  I have nearly two big jugs in the fridge, and three fermenting jars.  But it is taking two to three days to ferment the stuff, instead of eighteen to twenty four hours.  Very cool.  Technically as warm as I was keeping it in the winter, but where the heat settles, and how it arrives, were different?  Something strange about the temps then and now.

The house, at 70, in the winter, seemed cold often.  Now it seems more just cool.  In the winter, the warmth is oddly distributed, and tends to rise.  Now, it is everywhere.  Strange.  Would think fermentation would be quicker, in the summer, but it hasn't been.  Then again, I would kick the furnace up to 72, even 74 sometimes.  So... yeah.

It is just 69, here near the computer, at nearly ten.  Very odd.  But, a cloudy day.  Such a strange summer.

I called my mom a few days ago.  She hung right up.  No worries, sleeping, or on another call.  It's... how women do.  But she got back to me yesterday.  Didn't say why she hung up.  I don't worry about it.  That is... just how women do.  I've known many, in many different ways.  Women are... just... women.  Like em', love em', hate em'.  I just laugh.  And cause them grief, if just by my nature, in return.  Someone said something, through a video.  I have to think it was a woman.  And... yeah.   I think... we both play that game?  *grins*  Heck... *rictus grins*

Women, right.  Another one has been... seeking my attention.  Arranged.

If you hate the opposite sex?  Understand, God made us for one and the other.  Do some calculus on the topic.  If it doesn't make you laugh, you are one hard apple.  Although...  :p

Good wife?  What... exactly... is that?

Who... would want a mere good wife?

Yes, I... see.  Many things, many ways.

Even in foreign tongues.  It's my way, good or bad guy, as it may be.