Still going to bed late.

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Thus, waking late.  I technically got to bed at midnight last night, but didn't sleep until one, maybe even two.  Did what I could.  At least I rested a bit, before sleeping.  Working on it, might be losing it.

It got down to at least 46 outside, at about when I went to bed.  So could easily have dropped to 42?  It was 64/67 upstairs this morning.  It is 66/67 downstairs this morning, I think the main is warmer than this front... that is what the different thermometer near my computer is reading.  Odd.  But, with the main of the house connected to a large underground cement and rock mass, it can only cool, or heat, just so much... mostly.  And, it is 61 outside, at a quarter past ten?  Very odd for July 16.  Wow.  But, okay.

Now, as with my mother, I do remember a cooler time when I was younger.  I am pretty sure it just happens.  Cyclically.  It just is what it is, happens as it happens, and we are just along for the ride.  Scientists just wanted to be famous, helpful, useful, but have proven to be the opposite.  Even if they could figure out how to solve it?  By the time they implemented it, it would be going in the opposite direction on it's own, and they would screw it up.  Perhaps they have.

They'll never admit to being wrong.  Well, and bureaucrats want power, companies want "free money" for "helping the government", and etc.  None of them are in it for anyone but themselves, don't care about reality, truth, health, hate us as a fact.  At this point, the gig is almost up.  Either we go into a world dictatorship, or that gets kneecapped along with a lot of politicians and companies.  There aren't many of them, but boy do they have bodyguards and militaries.  Not for... their borders, just for themselves, mind you.  This... won't end well, one way or the other.

Oh, two good spots of news!  Blood sugar, for the first time in... a while... is below two hundred!  At 182, it is the lowest fasting blood sugar in a very long time.  I was beginning to wonder what was wrong.  Was someone spiking my kefir with sugar?  Is meat being infused with sugar?  But, in part, I had been trying to eat potatoes, as well, I had been adding more sweetener to my drink, and every drink.  Even keto stuff, if enough of it, will spike that.  I have been a good boy for... three to five days, and it is just paying off.

The second?  Wow.  I haven't weighed in, because of water retention, and a dozen other things... including simply forgetting.  But, today, even before a bm, I got on the scale.  I had some doubts, but too, I had reasons for hope.  My legs falling asleep?  I was all but sure that is from my body changing... shape?  Maybe, just possibly... after now.  I weighed in at 248.6.  That's about thirty pounds down from when I started.  Nice, very nice.  

Oh?  At that is the lowest weight I have been since gaining the weight on the wrong medication while still in the Navy.  Albeit I was quite fit, and weighed 240 then.  Now, in my lack of fitness, I should probably weigh in properly more like at 200 to 220.  I'll... see when I get nearer there.  Afraid to get there.  But... that is where I am trying to go.

Kefir and coffee, the last two days.  Well, and sardines.  But, meat has been thawed.  I will begin eating again today.  Not a lot.  But, right.  Coffee shortly.  Very good.  A bit weak, in part from the weather, in part from losing weight.  Regardless of what they tell you, while you... diminish?  You weaken.  No two ways around that.  Odd how the body reacts to becoming less.

Now, thirty pounds, for me, isn't much weight lost.  Some.  If only, really, half of the initial goal anyway as well.  Not completely denouncing the... gains... just... adding perspective.  It would be ten to fifteen pounds on a normal human.