.
It's up to 84 outside. And, without a fan or ac, is just up to 76 here
in this front room, near the computer. It is 73/75 in the main of the
back and this room. Quite nice, if it's time to turn a fan or two
on. And, maybe, the ac in a bit. Not sure about upstairs.
I'll check in a few hours. If it's in the mid 70s, I'll turn the ac on
to give it time to pull back a bit before bedtime.
Three days of wearing compression socks is helping. And remembering
medicine, mostly. Very light dosages, with an aspirin thrown in every
other day or so. Sometimes every day, if there is some pain. I
haven't been checking bp, but pulse? Resting is running 68, highs are
109? Without medicine, my lows are... between 110 and 120. So, not
bad. Lows. I may have been correct, they may have been trying to
overdose me. Maybe not directly hit me, but get me with kidney and liver
failure. Doctors aren't your friend, especially not ones working for the
government. Understand that. This very light dose is enough.
And it doesn't truck me down.
I'm not able to get to much. Having trouble doing more than
sitting. I did get a steak cooked. Delicious. And, done
rightly. It was a thinner steak. Not the thin cut, but not the
thick. An inch, give or take. Bone-in. The thinner steaks
are more difficult to track, if the bone helps slow the process, but also
alters things, in that the bone absorbs more of the heat, leaving the meat
around it a bit rawer. Still, I... love meat ripe off the bone!
Something about chewing it off the bone adds... flavor, texture,
something. We all have a touch of caveman in us? But, that was
about perfect, as steak goes. I am improving.
I'd still like to push through, to get a few things done. Not
much. Laundry started. Just one load. Dishes started, but
only if I can get a shower taken, and even then only maybe. But to start
a few small loads would be good. I don't think I'll even get to those,
but, won't do more for certain.
More food? I'd... love something. I just don't think I can get to
it. Hmm, best see if I have anything out, ready for tomorrow. I
don't think I do. Oh, but I have burger cooked, into crumble. That
would work. But, really, I need to pull a package of burger, a steak,
and maybe a chicken... to be roasted. That would run me a week. Or
so.
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Lost track. Went on, made keto spaghetti. Tasty. It has
gotten to 85, but no more. A pleasant day, if pushing my heat
tolerance. Even so, can't truly complain. If I also can't get to
much else. Well, I did pull meat, to thaw. I'm thinking of
roasting a chicken, if I can get to it in the cool of the morning. A
whole one. See if those are any better than chicken parts.
I think the problem with chicken is they can't get workers. Well, trying
to automate the plants. That... isn't working well. Can't find
workers, though, either. Not when they can get food stamps, and else,
for not working. Working twelve hour shifts, for crap pay, just isn't an
option when they can get money for nothing.
Oh, right... I... saw a vid. Was curious. Then another.
I met one of my daughters, or so I was told. I must admit, I... was curious if she would try
something. Even if she was mine. I'm surprised I haven't been
taken out, for this, or that, secular sin. Seriously, very
surprised. They know, I know, we know what each others knows. Some
of them believe what they were told, even though they are experienced enough
to know better. Hatred, for what they are told? And for having to
believe lies. Directed at me, or otherwise the price is too high
personally. Though... there are some who leave the hell alone, despite
what they were told. They know they were told lies, they can see with
their own eyes. They... know my name.
I probably wouldn't have... done much about it. Probably. If I believed. And, really? I did. Mostly. As much as I can believe things as such. Thankfully, it didn't go that way.
But, yes, I did wonder, if she was going to do something. Then, another
video. I... have always wondered if my children haven't proven to be...
different. But, they are only half of whatever I am. But... half,
of some things... is a lot. It takes a while, and a lot, for my kind to
awaken to God. Some of our kind simply can't, don't, won't, wouldn't if
they saw and understood. Pride is potent in my kind.
But there is always hope. If I could learn to wish to consume the God, and follow, once I learned more? Perhaps it runs in the family line.
Well... on to... something? A bit more gaming, maybe turn the ac on for
a bit down here, and upstairs in prep for bedtime. Be well.
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