Ugh, but, okay.

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Sleep and waking are all over the place.  I can't be absolutely sure when I went to bed, but I think I woke around 19:00?  My app/watch combination is suggesting a 3:17 down, and a 19:44 wake.  Okay.  Maybe.  Sounds about right, come to think about it.  A very long sleep, though why?

I cleared the freezer, to get meat put up yesterday.  Today, not first thing, but other than feeding Sassy and getting her fresh water, the first thing I did, was to clean it off, and reset kefir while I was at it.  Later, I'll pull meat.  Not for thawing, just for putting into the fridge freezer.  Three two pounders of burger, a few steaks, and maybe some chicken.  All I have is whole chickens, these days.  Parts are often questionable.

They have a 50/50 shot at processing and freezing them before they go bad.  At $1.99 a pound, that's too expensive of a gamble.  Hell, that is what hamburger used to cost!  Chicken was $.50 a pound!  Ugh.  Anyway, so I have gone to whole chickens, as those are much more often processed and frozen in time.  If still rather expensive.

A coffee!  I just had a kefir, from the proceeds of turning over the fermented to storage.  Now coffee.  I have a steak salting for an hour.  Then I'll get the grill going.  Oh, I think I'll have a potato, while at it.  I'd like something else, I just don't know what!

I had fried chicken, from the store.  With potato salad and fried potato wedges.  I thought that would be better than fast food.  Nope.  Oh well.  Now I know.  Was hoping to buy food right there.  It was convenient.  No extra stops, save the post office.  But that was easy, in and out.  Still, I really want fresh coffee!  I'll... have to get to it, before long.

A bit of gaming, after waking.  On to more.  I am enjoying Subnautica.  But, there are no real clues.  There isn't a plot, or story, after some point.  Or... it become so undone, extended, that it doesn't mean anything.  I haven't found in-game goals, or ideas where to go next.  As to creating things?  You have a list, but how they work together, or what you need to make something, to make something else, to make even other things?  The... threads are either so thin as to not really be there, or I just haven't found them.

Still, I... can entertain myself, figure, sort, store, find, and learn.  It is... something.  Ah, the timer went off.  So I started the grill.  I'll skip a potato, tonight.  Just have steak.  Tomorrow I plan to smoke a roast, and cook... something else?  Ah, may smoke ribs while at it.  Then cut them into portions.  Those will last me the next week, or... at least through to Tuesday or Wednesday.  Probably.

Since starting carnivore, about two to three months ago?  My consumption is very variable.  Some days I can have six burger patties and a big steak.  Most days I have either three burgers or a steak, often a thin cut one (half a steak).  Though, too, there are days when I live on kefir, coffee, and water.  Trying to get more stable, but... I don't think it works like that.  Over time, after having lived on a poor diet, variability may weaken, regularity may happen.  But... that will be when the body and mind converge beyond mental hunger, so as to only deal with actual physical hunger.  Carbs and sugars kill our natural dietary reflexes.  It takes time to sort those out.

Later.