Ugh.

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Just a bit rough.  Up late.  The web crawling keeps crawling along.  Churning up old memories, old music.  I keep looking, seeing.  They couldn't be reading, and aren't really tabulating.  It's just... churning.  Clicking, then moving on.  Okay.  Probably.  Who ever knows, these days.  It's on an android though?  Very strange.

The internet stopped working last night, for me.  Which... got me to bed, finally.  I think around two, perhaps up to half after.  But I slept solid when I got there.

There was a break in the rain, or it just stopped for the night?  So I was able to cook a steak.  As well, I had some of what remained of the beans and pork I had made the day before.  That... isn't great the next day.  Some things age like milk.  In this case, nearly literally.

I did take all the medicine yesterday.  Which was fine, until nearly bedtime.  Then I felt as if I was falling, with concurring vertigo.  Those really are two different sensations, for me.  Neither of them good for the stomach, or general senses.  Still, it never got so bad that I couldn't stand, or do things.  But it was back in there.

Dying can feel like that, too, sometimes.  How many people do you know have experienced death enough to have a pretty good sense of the feel?  You know one, or at least read the writings of one.  Depends on what stage you are in, and perhaps what else is happening.  I may not have it nailed, but I... know it when I see it, feel it.

Last I heard, Sam is going in the ground today.  About time.  I have two frozen mice I caught in various ways to go with her.  She... loved mice.  They fascinated, entertained, fed her.  She truly absolutely adored the furry little things.  I wish I had a few more, but this will do.  I have to get the freezertop cleared, so as to get her out.  And, I'll give the gent a few steaks for the effort.  Not requested, all the better.  He can... always say no.  And, enough for him and wife to enjoy.  From me and Sam.  She will be glad to be out of the freezer.  :)  She was a summer girl.

I best get that done, and brush my teeth.  Get coffee water heating.  Later.