Edging better.

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I must admit, while I have gotten used to illness, malady, pain, and such, I really prefer to not have those things.  Of course, you might suggest.  I do complain, from time to time.  Let on.  But, most of the time, I just limp through.  I certainly don't let out a yelp every time things are wrong, I hurt, I feel ill, or I just get lost in the fog of... pain and misery.  The body numbs things, sometimes.  Not sure which is worse.

I was really rough at waking.  Just losing all that fluid.  Why though?  I only took two waterpills yesterday.  And for the last two or three days.  Three for the week before that.  Up to six for a while before that.  But it shouldn't have cause a major flush this far out.

I can only guess how much fluid I have dropped in the last few weeks.  I'd guess more in the range of fifteen to twenty gallons.  Which is a lot of weight too.  And size.  More left, but... with so much gone, perhaps something just gave and out a lot went, at once.

I'll definitely keep all three jugs at the ready again tonight.  Though I am desperately hoping I don't drop that much again.  To that end I skipped the waterpills today.  I'll start again tomorrow.  I just don't want to go through that much of a mess tonight.

I am still gaming, or researching a few things.  There is a minor set of mini-bosses I am trying to take.  A set, if one at a time.  I beat the first one, got trashed by the second one, only to find out that I have to beat them both (thankfully not at the same time) in order to complete the contest.  Tried several times, with similar results.  So... went looking for better ways to manage the second mini-boss, the one which thrashes me.

I have several options, possibilities.  Will find out.  But tonight?  Still having focus problems, still not feeling great (just better over better).  The arm aches seem to be lessening, just dull aches.  My insides are better, as if things are finding a way to shore themselves up, tack themselves down... in.  But nothing is quite sorted fully.

I had some of the veggie and steak soup.  It was okay.  Couldn't eat much though.  Just one bowl.  It wasn't my favorite, if far superior to canned "beef" stew.  Smaller cuts of steak, next time, though.  Still, it was good to eat.  Three cans of carbonated water, and a coffee, elsewise.  Not bad, not great, will do for today.

I need to feed the furry one before long.  Had hoped to feed her two more times but I don't think I'll make it.  One more time.  Brush my teeth, perhaps take a shower, consider gaming if probably not, dry off, then on to bed.  I have had the bathroom window open for a bit.  And, when I go upstairs, I will open one of the windows just a crack.  Fresh air might be helping.

Have a great day.  And... good evening, perhaps good night.