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Better, this morning, or... my night... evening, afternoon? I think it would be evening, and late evening if I did regular days. Too late. Past bedtime really. So I am thinking that way.
Better, but not all better. The foot is... completely healed again. Well, okay, not completely healed. I am still lightly limping. But just a bit ago, I was walking on the edge of my foot because I could not put any weight on the flat. I couldn't even stand. The swelling, and pain, were too much. The pain was present even when my foot was lifted so no weight or angular events were occurring. It just hurt.
The body is a bit achy. Not the worst, not the best. Just sort of an ongoing issue lately. No fever, no stomach flu issues, no burning longs. I'll take these pains over those, or those and these? Yes. It's... better. If still slightly rough. A minor headache, but mostly muscular and skeletal, rather than chemical or vascular? Or... something like that. Hoping sleep will tend that.
I pulled my post. Didn't realize it was Sunday. No, not that I meant it to be unChristian, pagan, or such. I could see how some might take it that way. And, of course, there is... some stretch elsewise. I'll put it back in short time. Just... not on Sunday. I... have no idea what day it is, on any particular day, or any moment.
As to the pagan notions? Understand, pagan was what of God, some could understand, at various times. It took a lot of Christian martyrs, then a lot of pagan martyrs, to change things. Like that answer or not, it is the truth. Any of the truths. The truth isn't comfortable, or meant for our sensibilities. It just is.
As for war, and the various "gods" of said, or death, or other things? Well... men see what they need to see, to do what they need to do, when dark things are at hand. Christian, pagan, atheist, or else. Doesn't matter. War, death, and the othes, aren't so much sexes, as devices. And... they can't be understood, only embraced in their time. Some men need to see death as a woman, beautiful woman. Similar with death. But neither the riders, the dark angels, or others who play that part, are of any particular sex... certainly not while, or for, the part of playing that part.
It's... like your parents. You have a mother. You have a father. But when they agree that you may not do something? It doesn't matter which sex they are. Or... like your grandparents? You... don't even want to think they are sexual beings at all? Only, this might be just the opposite in spite of being... just the opposite of that whole notion? Something like that.
Besides, I was just watching the vids roll, taking numbers, and curating. I... don't say yea or nay to this or that. Just chuckle as I see what seems a notion. I can see patterns, you know. If, too, I don't deny. I... only... present what it seems someone else, or something else, is suggesting. And chuckle... or cry... as needed.
I'll... put it back, and possibly add to it in an addendum post. Or... not. Just, as mentioned, not on Sunday. I do my best. God knows. Later. Or... actually... good night.
I'm sure "^HE^" would understand.
ReplyDeleteUptight "religious" busybodies, however, don't have the mental flexibility to understand anything they haven't been told.
I avoid religious discussions because I quickly piss off people from all sides of the issue. I know HOW to think, most everyone else... They're told -WHAT- to feel.
Yes. I figured. And, I also know that many who find flaws do so for ulterior motives. An apostle was beheaded. Not because what he said was false, but that it was true. More? How many martyrs were martyred by their fellows in the faith? So, yes, I get that.
ReplyDeleteThough, too? For those who are more humbly simple in their faith and mind? I will... work with those. Seeing this gives them some comfort that my intentions are... for the better. Even if my methods and natures fail. As... do those of all.
I have known some fine sinners who, nevertheless, did their best. Getting back up after. Praying through things. And even being... models for me at times. I'd just like to return some favors, as well as I am able.
I... do appreciate your sentiment. And resemble your remarks, on my own. Be well. Just... as I remember? It isn't Christians I worship, or Catholics specifically, it is the God of them. He deserves, we... not so much. I haven't met a perfect human yet. The one I know of was murdered by who was passing for the then church. Makes me think, a lot.
Though, if I get crucified, even for my sins? I can't say that wouldn't be right. But I would hand over what I can, to God, on the way our. Not... worried. At all. Mostly. That's... sort of a rough miserable way to die, but... it would eventually be over.