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Mother asked what time I would be going to town.  I told her I wasn't going to town.  If I remembered I actually had hoped to go to town.  Though, in part, I was telling her we would not be going to town?  That and I had forgotten.  I need... want... carbonated water.  While I have finally learned to tolerate, even enjoy, flat water out of the reverse osmosis system, I too quite enjoy carbonated water.  If, even that, finally, I usually prefer it plain.

I needed flavored varieties for the first few years.  I just don't trust how they flavor things, so kept trying to go plain.  I finally could do plain, all of the time, after a lot of effort and self-training my taste buds.  The only reason I don't is there isn't enough easily available.  if I am luck, they have eight twelve packs.  I prefer... more, on hand.  I'd like double that.  So I mix in flavors.  The other option would be to try three or four different stores.  But that is a major difficulty with my body in such poor shape.

Still?  I may not be able to make it today, or tomorrow, or Monday.  What I want isn't always what I can do.  Though the notion is on my mind.  If I wake this afternoon, evening, tomorrow, whenever, and am able, I will go.  Until then, it just won't happen. 

Oh, and it has cooled a great deal.  Down to between the low sixties and high forties.  With rain being a more common occurrence, with even the threat of hail.  We even had a rare tornado, if not all that close hereabouts.  Which makes being awake, and more active while awake, difficult.  So... when I can.

While I won't take mother shopping, or else, anymore, if she has a (short) list requested, I will gladly pick it up.  Even buy it, if it is small enough or shared or just because.  I don't... always get along with her, but I don't hate her.  I can work with (other) devils, even lost ones in my opinion.  At least for the mundanes which are simply functional.

A few beans, rice, and cheese, I do believe.  Maybe made into a burrito .  Then on back to bed.  Wonderful sleeping weather.  Later.