More sleep.

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Lots of sleep.  I never woke last night, or got up anyway.  I had another can or two of water.  Which makes sleeping a bit easier.  My throat isn't constantly feeling like it will seal off from being dry and the fluids in there gumming up.  That is a horrible sensation to have to fight through for days, and nights.

My adopted brother did reply.  I had let him know they were in my prayers.  Suggesting they stay dry as possible, offering good wishes and prayers.  He was waiting to see how it would end before replying.  It seems, from the sounds of things, that his neighborhood only received a lessor amount of rain, with none of the other bad weather events.

Always good to hear.  Was biting nails for a bit.

Mother let me know she was going to town with a friend.  No idea what she did.  Shopping?  Grocery, for her apartment, I can't say.  Her payday isn't until tomorrow, so she must be spending the last of my money she took?  Last I saw, she only had less than $200 in her account, and she only has one.  Though, just maybe, she bought gingerly.  But she has been out shopping a couple of times since even then.

I think she has returned.  I had hoped to wake and have scrambled eggs.  It just didn't work out.  Hopefully later tonight, if she is asleep at some point.  Another can of water, or two, though.  Now.  Blood sugar is 86.  Nice.  If it took some fasting to get to that.

I don't trust food mom makes, for many reasons, especially currently.  Not even rice.  I am absolutely certain she doesn't use extra water or drain off the first to boil water.  And, yes... it makes a significant toxin footprint difference.  Plus with nearly non-functional liver and kidneys?  That elevated toxicity is even more dangerous.

I suspect she adds sugar, regular flour, and whatever else she feels like adding.  She has zero impulse control.  She simply can't be trusted.  Further, she will cook food I shouldn't eat just to be a pest, or threat.  Can't trust her.

A few weeks left.  She should be out soon.  My job is to survive that span of time.  She would cry, if I died.  All the way to the bank.

I saw (but didn't watch) a video about Ukrainian widows.  I had to laugh.  if they are modern women as most Western women are?  They only miss money.  How many of them are simply trying to make bank about it, but who honestly don't care?  

I think women have always been that way.  The majority?  Probably.  But they didn't have many choices.  Choice was offered to help crush men, destroy the family, destroy wages, and socialize the state.  It wasn't doing them a favor, not even in the short run.  But it was the way it would go with a few " freedoms" and created equality of outcomes.  Two or three Western generations of women have helped destroy America.  Just the way it goes. 

Later.