Pictures tell the truth.

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I look harsh in pictures. A gnarly grumpy looking ruffled older man, that is what I see. No way around it, I look rough. I guess I am dieing, and I am well into "middle aged", so it goes with the territory. And while I have never said I believed myself to be a handsome man, health issues and age don't help. It's sort of like finding an open wound and someone coming along with a sharp stick to probe it, tossing a little salt in as well to see what happens. Never photogenic, that isn't improving. Ah well. But yeah, cameras do not lie, and worse. Don't ever believe when they say the DMV pictures are always bad, or I should say worse than the truth. Just understand, you aren't looking for a mate who shares your taste (sort of like the "When you believe you may be accosted by a bear, don't go alone, and don't worry about running faster than the bear, just make sure you run faster than your partner:). Never mind.

I am feeling better. I simply can't get off my butt. Leaditis, a disease common to me, is still keeping me down. I have been looking for that window of opportunity, that chance to escape. I was hoping yesterday, getting out and about, might... trigger something. It did not. On the good side, it didn't cause a negative slide by exhausting me further. I did get out for a meal after the class though. Nothing fancy, a lunch at Chuck-O-Rama, they have a new one in Logan. Actually, I like the place, mostly. Being new it isn't as gritty as older buffet style restaurants. Then again... Still, I like going. It's less expensive than Arby's, has more variety, and I love their fried chicken as it is one thing I have never learned to actually cook correctly. The option to have whatever looks good is simply a plus. I never really overeat, either. Two plates, not truly stacked, and I am good. I never have room for desert. Often my second plate is salads, though not yesterday. Nope, that didn't get me going but it was something new, a little more than planned, and a pleasantry to have a full course meal, with mostly meat, a bit of vegetables, and no dishes.

awake: 4:00