Definitely bedtime.

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While I stayed up late, again, tonight, I am hoping to wake earlier in the morning.  I will, again, set the alarm for 6:00.  Sure, it makes trodding through the day a bit dry.  I am simply hoping to reduce my sleeping time.  Just a little of a struggle.  Oh, I know.  Pushing like this can break things.  I risk losing my day schedule.  Yet I cannot help but want to try to... gain some control, dial back the sleep, have more day available.  If for no other reason than, as with gun ownership, because I want to.  There are other reasons for both, but... that should be enough.

I have chosen my next set of purchases from Amazon.  Oh, the purchase is some time off.  And they are books that I may never end up even reading, though the hope is there.  While looking over speakers for a non-existent if espied and noted stereo receiver, a couple of books came up that I have been considering almost since buying my home.  The NEC 2011, Electrical Wiring Residential, and an additional book that looks promising the Ugly's Electrical Reference 2011.  *cough* Outlaw receiver, by the way *cough*  As I said, there is a chance I will never read these books.  But in the off hand I am able to get a techy bug up my bum, I might actually make it through these books, or parts of them.  I have some serious concerns about my home, plus an interest in correcting and enhancing a few things, yet can't probably afford the work that really should be done.  So...  Yes, I have all the time in the world.  I simply don't have much more.  In a few months, if money is looking good, I may simply hold my financial nose again, add them to my basket, and let the chips fall where they may.  They aren't bad to have around though, in any case.  For now.

Today has been a bit rough.  I did get a shower taken, my teeth have been being cleaned, I am airing out the place, cats have been fed and their litter cleaned, but that is it.  Just getting into the shower and doing my standard double hair wash and rinse, double body wash, then hair conditioning and it about took the wind out of my sails.  I almost couldn't do it.  That weakness just comes and goes.  At least when adrenaline gets jacked it is almost like I am 20 again.  Yeah, believe it.  Don't hit me in the head and think you'll be able to sprint away.  Don't test that.  Spring steel in here, just... waiting.  The thing is that is useless for daily daily, unless my dishes start shooting at me or something.  *grins*  I have been having a bit of a fever, a little bit of physical rather than psychic dissociation today, like when in pain.  I have no pain, so... I am just not sure what is going on.  I may take a handful of aspirin on my way to the sack, just in case I simply can't feel consciously what my body is sensing and "treating".

I need to be up, too.  I've sort of set myself up.  I want the trash out tomorrow, and that means I need to be up before it comes.  Actually, with the late bedtime and the need for an early rise, I have set myself up two-fold.  Ruh-rho!  Usually it arrives later, but you just can't be sure.  So... Up and at it is the thing going into my mind as I lay to sleep.  Up, at 6:00, go, go, go!

Good night.