Not cool, not cool at all.

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Yesterday was okay, as I noted.  Bits going on, if mostly just staying awake is a trick.  I ended up in bed at 20:00.  This morning, with the alarm set at 6:00, after resetting it some unknown number of times, sleeping through it for long periods, and even then having to force the issue, I was not out of bed until sometime shortly after 10:00.  But why?  I was a good boy.  I went to bed early.  I'm doing everything right that I can.  Sometimes, when you are this sick, it is... just because.  Oh, I am sure they have a chance at finding a specific biological reason.  But the underlying issue(s) mean there is nothing that can be done to fix it.  Knowing never makes accepting easy.  Faith has not fixed the problem, so it is used to console me from the frustration.

On the good side, Amazon was on target.  One of my devices, the music, and the games are all here.  I don't actually have a good means of playing music in my home yet.  So those will wait.  I am not quite up to trying to figure out how to play a game yet either.  While it seems easy, you just put it in and hit buttons until logic and game action help you figure things out.  No, I don't read the manuals.  I told you, reading is... next to useless quite often.  Hmm, maybe I really shouldn't comment at people's sites?  Later.  I am just not awake or fit enough to figure out a game.

Oh, what did I buy?  Metal Gear Solid hd collection, Bioshock 2 (I think I played the first one on PC a lllooonnnggg time ago), Skyrim, and Darksiders I & II.  That should be enough gaming for a very long time, the way I play and since I like to look into every part of a game, assuming there are things to do or see.  All will have their flaws.  Knowing what they are in advance helps a bit, if it will always be somewhat annoying.  Flaws are sometimes poor programming and can ruin a game, such as being unable to finish a major epic piece on the highest difficulty.  But often they can be seen as shortcuts programmers must make to try to put the world into a digital experience.  Some do it better, some should quit, though often the worst of them were put on an impossible schedule and the game was just meant as a quick buck.  Darksiders I will probably be the first to be played.

On to politics.  While I see a good chance for Romney to win, I also see the problems.  It isn't with Mitt, if I consider him a soft conservative.  It is with too many people getting too much free stuff who don't believe they could or should have to survive on the work of their own hands.  There are people, like me, who truly cannot work with our own two hands.  Some of us are, even so, more conservative/libertarian than Romney.  Which is probably right, considering that he is a composite as a politician.  Many, perhaps most, have been frightened into voting left, unthinkingly, not considering that at some point the whole system simply fails if pushed too far.  Now, my politics isn't based on what would happen to me.  I do trust that something, if possibly more appropriate, might be done for me.  My world might have to shrink.  I have accepted that, but, as I said, it is not about me.  It is about keeping this nation as the last living testament to what faithful men can create as a right government for large groups of people.  It is about keeping God given rights, or even the notion of God alive and relatively unregulated.  It is about personal property and the right to defend that and self.  I honestly don't deserve, in a more non-legalistic way, what I receive.  Some people will take until there is nothing left, than attack those they have broken.  They shouldn't be allowed to vote, possibly even to remain in this nation.


This next video is about a European general who gets it so right until he absolutely fails.  While the gun is neither good nor evil, in the right hands of right men, it becomes very much a tool of good every bit as good and I daresay a far sight better as or than any author, scientist (when they were legitimate), painter, craftsman, plumber (yes, very vital people), electrician, doctor, or any other worker of good.  But it is not good when government gains complete control of the use of violence that this works.  Lenin, Pol Pot, and dozens well known, and hundreds perhaps thousands of lesser known, others stand in the way of this generals typical elitist attitude.  No, good comes when the government and people can and do live in detente.  It is when the wolf and the bear know the score and choose to bare neither tooth nor claw, not when one is groomed to be sheep and the other is what it always will be.  He should know that.  His father's story tells all quadrangles of the things!  Ah, but he probably does.  He is speaking to a crowd with it's nefarious designs and concealing his own in the same way they do.  Convoluted words.

Well, on to... something.  Good day!