Into the wild blue yonder? Maybe.

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The last... week, two, more, has been rather confusing.  Oh, sure, I have been taking medicine.  I have found my way to some food but I have been dependent on others for the most part.  Sleeping and waking have been crazy.  Some work goes forward, but only the type of work that is very straight forward and relatively easy on the body and mind.  Reading, studying, even gaming have taken a back seat.  It is the medicine, but it could turn to the other without some intervention.

To that end I tried to stay up today so that I would be going to bed in the evening.  I am not sure when I woke, though I am thinking it was still morning.  The goal is to try to capture a schedule, a day schedule.  From what I have read, melatonin might help me reset my circadian rhythm, taken later in the day.  I still need to research usage a bit more, and there is no guarantee.  The other notion is that bright light in the morning will help me to wake, and help establish or re-establish a day schedule.  Hmm, about time I set up the day lamp, and perhaps try to read with it for an hour?  I have several places ready to go, depending on which location just feels better to me.  I don't know if the lamp still works.  Yeah, this might be as good of a time to find out as any other time.  So, in the morning, I may just see daylight before the sun is up.

I have checked one of my accounts.  I am still having some sort of problem checking the other account online.  I don't have a clue as to where to even begin fixing it.  I get to that bank homepage, I sign in, and then I am redirected to a blank page.  I just updated FireFox, in case that was the problem.  An unusual thing is that in the address bar there is a button link to security settings for the page.  Nothing I have tinkered with seems to help though.  I will have to go to town tomorrow, I need milk and other such.  I will check my other account there.  I know I dug into my total savings with my mother here, but how much I can't tell.  What I do know is that I could pay for two tickets, just on that one part of my savings, and not really be too much worse for the wear assuming the other savings is in the black (should be though).  I may go ahead and apply to apply for Burning Man tickets tonight, or whatever, then make one last check about whether my partner in this crime is sure he would want me to buy the tickets.  If money is an issue, I don't want to cause him consternation?

So, a few things to do, including to bed early and waking with an alarm clock.  I'll give myself ten hours to sleep, though I am hoping I will wake in six to eight hours.  When I get up I will attempt to set the sun lamp up, and maybe read for a bit, well, after vitals and medicine.  A trip to town tomorrow, to the bank and the grocery store.  The dishes will be done tomorrow, I want, need, to start thawing meat because I do need food.  I put my foot down and decided no more meat would be thawed until the kitchen was ready for cooking.  Maybe, just maybe, I will finish the drywall repair tomorrow.  Well, that is the goal.  And, of course, if my accounts allow for it and my friend agrees, then I might put in for the tickets.  Cheaper, later, for sure.  But less sure and one less chance in any case.

Good night.

Uhrm, about Burning Man?  The application application is closed.  Did you sign up, on multiple emails?  If so, perhaps, if my banking works out, we can figure a way for me to fund them.  I still have to check my other bank, but...  Ack!  What is the fastest/cheapest way to send money, PayPal?  I'll... do a bit of looking before I hit it.