The beasts.

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As I have mentioned, I have dreamed of being animals.  An eagle, a bear, and a wolf.  I most strongly associated with the wolf, but such is not a real choice, only a conscious one.  Through time, I have collected items that represent each, save one.  For the eagle, I have a ring that resembles the beak and skull, or variously and for some, a talon.  With the bear, I have a fetish necklace, made of turquoise.  These things sort of came to me.  Often without thinking.  One was bought as a gift, but one I could not relinquish.  The other was a foolish bauble at the time of it's purchase, unseen for it's purpose until later.  I kept wanting, and trying, to be rid of the latter, until I realized I couldn't, and why.  I have been pondering how to obtain something of the wolf.  Something true, but not disrespectful.  Something real, but not of a killing nature.

Last night, I was visited by a large wolf, in my dreams.  It was the wolf I had been.  Still large, still strong, but much greyed.  It spoke to me without words, through the eyes and thought.  It told me I already had the items I needed.  I searched recall but could not see.  It saw my confusion.  It suggested something I have always suggested myself.  It is in the eyes.  I didn't fully understand, in the dream, or since waking.  I am not sure I believe.  Sometime this day, however, I will look at a video of a wolf, and go reflect on that in the mirror.  I am not sure I believe, quite yet.  I will know, when I am ready.  Could just be a silly dream.

Later.

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Hmm, after looking at dozens of videos, most so stupid (scientific) or suicidal (animal love crap) that I won't even bother to post them, I didn't really see the connection.  Probably just a dream.  Still, it was neat.  Some dreams I just can't help but enjoy.