Mild shakes.

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Not directly from pain, thankfully.  I think I have mild shakes from nerve abuse.  Too much pain traffic over time.  While my will is good my body is mostly dead.  Usually it simply doesn't comply with my will.  I guess this is what happens when it does comply over it's objections.  Though that might not be a bad thing.  It, I have suggested, is the answer.  I tried to use medication, which got one doctor fired and another hid from me, denied medications which were sent anyway, and...  I am doing, without medication if at a lower level, what that medicine was allowing me to do.  There is simply a cost.

I don't know if I can keep it up.  I have been using anacin, but not even daily.  I use it as often as I have posted, give or take.  A few times a week, if I have to push a little more over severe exhaustion or oddly, as today, on rest days.  Though I am not sure this will be a rest day.  I am definitely hoping to get the stove together and put in place, as well as the dryer.  And, if nothing else, I would like to at least remove the old washer drain pipe and begin examining the options and potential for the items I have at filling that role, and what might replace them if they don't work.  Just... not right here, right now, right up front after waking.  Oh, and a shower.

If the drain doesn't work, I won't be going in today.  Monday at the earliest.  Given more time, the washing machine did spin out.  I thought it was finished, then moved it to what I thought would simply spin it out but it turned out to be different wash session, or perpetual soak and spin cycle?  I don't know.  In any case, given enough time, it does spin down.  I wasn't watching the actual time, so perhaps I was just in too much of a hurry.  These machines take a long time to do their thing.  Which might be fine.  One of my resolutions is to do more smaller loads, to keep up rather than to have to do massive loads.

Again, where does it hurt?  Everywhere.  There are bones that hurt.  How is that even possible?  My lower internals hurt.  It's not so much organs, though, perhaps, just my intestines for some reason?  Maybe it's the muscles that ring that, or the muscles have squished as I have pushed, pulled, lifted, lowered, and done steps?  All good.  This means I have worked, and it means good things.  At least I think so.  What a miracle if everything worked and it all fits together though.  A few days to a week off, mostly, and then back to sorting my home.  I'm telling you, just as is you might be amazed.  That was a lot of work just so far.

Later.