No nap, feeling a bit better, and snow removal.

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While I was hoping for the middle, as beat up as I have been it was just a hope.  A far-flung one, sent on the slimmest of prayers or maybe not even a prayer.  God knows I hurt, He also understands physics, my lack of fitness, my illness, and the rest.  No, I wasn't going to ask for something improbable.  Still, here it is, mostly.  And why I didn't nap, or collapse, sometime between waking and now I can't say.  As rough as it was there, off and on, for most of the earlier morning, I just... almost noon and I will probably be up until early evening.

I noticed the snow out there earlier this morning.  I looked at it, then looked away, and then left the notion of the whole idea.  Being as rough as I was, seeing more work literally piling up was just too much.  As it neared 11:00 though I thought, perhaps, I could shovel then make it to the post office at least.  I suppose, technically, I could.  But I want a shower before I go out again.  I need a shower.  Which precludes the post office.  Now I might well be able to make it to town, later, for shopping and parts, or not.  I don't know.  I, again, would have to get a shower in.  Actually getting a shower is my primary next step... after a bit of a break.

Shoveling didn't even bother me.  I did it all in one go, just breaking a few beads of sweat not even at the end but right as I was sitting to begin this post.  Yeah.  Pretty cool actually.  I don't think that is normal.  There are men my age who don't have any illness who can't do this.  It wasn't the heaviest snow, or the deepest, but it is a long wide drive with a small walk as well.  Add that to what else I have been doing and it really is something.  Yeah, a shower.

I made eggs this morning.  They just didn't taste good.  They should be fresh enough.  It just didn't seem to matter.  I cooked them right.  Perhaps I simply don't have much taste for food these days.  I did eat, probably, about an egg and maybe a fifth of a cup of cheese.  The rest I simply tossed.  Nothing seems to taste good.  I have meat thawing, but, to be honest, not even that tastes good.  It seems more solid, so... fills me better?  I still can't eat all that much.  Not even the lamb chops have much going for them.  There are benefits, I certainly won't eat too much.  But I do need food.  Hmm, I may see if the lettuce is any good and if so have some of that.  If the lamb chops are thawed, that would go very well with the salad.  Later.