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Naps, full sleep cycles, with just hours between those at times. I have been asleep since something like noon, I think. I crashed so hard at first that choice wasn't available. Sleep became mild later on. I could have gotten up, I just couldn't figure out why to wake. Yes, chores, projects, food, and all... but that wasn't a draw over the exhaustion. Or, maybe, I had a lot less choice than I thought.
I don't know what exactly is keeping me down. The return of the cool, the dark days, maybe my health has fallen if I don't quite see it. Maybe there isn't a single or exact reason or even reasons. I seem to be able to push, if I can stay awake. Maybe my body decided it didn't want to give me that opportunity. At the moment, for the moment, sleep hasn't been as tough on my body as it can be.
I am not, actually, honestly sure I am awake now, for now. Nor am I sure how long I will be awake if I am up for a while. I am losing track on medicine, but simply by sleeping so long, so I don't actually count that, in one sense. Oh, right, I'll set up an appointment with the doctor next month the next daytime I get. I have a number of business things to attend as well. Ugh.
Later.
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