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The first was about war. Dark forces. Evil beings. I fought. I did. I won many fights. In the last one, a creature grabbed me by the neck. It was a two-leg, but also not human. Large... it had me by three feet and four hundred pounds, if I had ruined many similar of our kin. I was so worn from fighting I couldn't do much. But I could keep it from strangling me. I figured it was a done deal, I just wasn't sure how it would happen. Still, that I could prevent it from crushing my throat was a satisfaction.
It kept trying, getting angrier. I kept breathing. I had a grim grin. I knew it was about to be over, but I was making it work for it. It's coloration changed, as it became angrier. I knew the only reason I was still alive was because it was intent on murdering me as it had initially planned. I knew I was dead, in shorter or short fashion. But I could still grin, making it angrier and more insistent. Angrier and more insistent it became!
I said a short prayer, kept smiling, and kept resisting. I had hoped to regain enough energy to do more, and attempted escape and attacks, to no use. I was simply spent. I had been fighting for days, or so it seemed. You can't kill these things. Then again, they can't kill me, not really. We aren't that sort. But... the flesh can be ended, the spirit sent to another place... until a return is possible.
Finally... *snap* It tired of attempting to crush, so shook me like a dog with a rag doll... a rag doll with a skeleton. The neck snapped cleanly, quickly, easily. As I was drifting away, I remember it tossing me aside. I still tried to rise, but there was no function. I couldn't stand, move in any way, or even turn my head. I didn't try to blink, so I'm not sure if that was possible... at least consciously. I lay there, a bit, and drifted back to another place. I had done as well as I could. Death was rather peaceful, at that point.
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The next dream was about a time, past, future, or fiction, with a woman. Everything was so generic that I can't put a name or face to her. The dream contained everything good about being with a woman, and some of the... frustrations. It was quite a dream. It seemed to go on for days. When I woke a bit, after this one, I wasn't sure... I thought I might find her beside me.
No hurt feelings, this time, when she wasn't there. But a small touch of bittersweet. Still... good. I really have enjoyed what time I have had with women. Mostly. Far more than I have disliked it, even with their need for drama. It's... gotta be a hormonal thing. And... paranoia. Oh, that part I understand. Still, it's a headcase thing, for any who enjoy that particular issue. *smile*
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It may seem strange, to you. But I enjoyed each dream. I can't tell you which I preferred the most. Is that... wrong? In one, I died doing God's will, in the other I lived doing His will. I don't mind either one. It was a pleasant night. A good sleep. And rather pleasant wakings. If I couldn't wake as planned, at least I could sleep until I could wake well.
I am opening up at night, turning ac off. It gets 73° up there by morning, if it tends to help cool the downstairs to the higher 60°s. Getting well into the mid to upper 90°s lately, that is as good as it gets. At least I am not sweating profusely, getting heat sick, or climate based fever-sleeping. I am rather comfortable, even at 82°. Of course, I have two cooler areas in which to escape as needed. Even passing through, to go the the loo, is enough to reset. The main, with me not in it, goes from 68° to 76° through the day, depending on what time I can be up, and the latter as a late afternoon, early evening, max.
Ducks are out. I am beginning to wonder if I have a few more females than thought? Two are tiny little ladies. Of those I am sure. Two are hulking out. Two have been going between fast growth to recently no growth. They are directly between the large males and the tiny females, but none are full grown yet. I would guess the males are just about the size of adult females. Which is an half to third of their adult male sizes. Unless females grow the fastest, initially, as with humans? Another reason I suspect I am not human. :p Anyway...
I set the alarm for 6:00 and 8:00. I was able, as planned, to wake and shut everything down at the 6:00 alarm. I wasn't able to wake at 8:00, as hoped. I tried a ten alarm. Again, I failed. It wasn't until noon, perhaps as much as an half hour after, that I could wake. Still, all good. Blood sugar was 187. Not great, but it definitely beats 350 or such. And, that is my high for the days. After, I am hitting between 160's and high 80's. I am being more cautious with insulin, no dives lately. I need to check my bp before long. I just took medication. I usually give it an half hour to hour to work.
Strange to some, but that was a very good night of dreams. *grins* Later.
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