Up early for such a late down.

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Still very tired.  But I got that last bit of watering in and a meal.  The meal wasn't good, blood sugar was up to 215.  Not sure if that is truly fasting though either.  I'll... work on having better food options for later, snacks of some sort.  It is difficult to keep up on keto foods, it really is.  Still, it's what it is.  Sleep was good.  It just doesn't feel like enough while I can't seem to continue sleeping.  Maybe a nap in a bit.

It is high summer.  And, like it or not, it is getting to me.  Even as mild as this summer has been, a few days to week of higher temps really begins taking it out of me.  I don't think I am alone in it.  Everyone seems to be uncomfortable and extra grumpy through this time of year.  At least I can rest, when I can rest.  And I am beginning to handle the heat fairly well.

I continue to work on learning to solve the rubix cube.  A bit each week.  If I keep forgetting some of the initial steps.  I will have to learn steps, in layers, over time.  Then begin trying to speed up while completing the whole puzzle, as well over time.  I am working on the last stage, the bottom, currently.  There is something I am missing, a step not covered in the particular study I am using, a situation not covered.  There are three options I will have to attempt to use, to see if any of them, in conjunction with the others offered, might work.  How is it that I always find some missing link steps?  I'd rather find them now, though, then find them while showing someone else how "clever" I am.  Bleh.  I have learned my lesson for the week.  The rest of the week is about going back over the old material, and trying to get it all down to where I am.  Over and over, but more consciously, so that I actually remember what to do, perhaps why, and exactly how.

I have one more week of medicines set up, after this week.  For that week, I will add that last bits of heart medicine I can handle.  I would like to get the /95 down a bit.  But there is no more medicine I can, or will, take after this next small addition.  I haven't had trouble adding it in before.  I suppose, by proportion, it is just too small.  Then again, I have gotten up to speed on the main of the heart medicine well and quickly.  I am still suffering, a bit.

I am wondering if summer allowed me to start up medicine more easily.  And, possibly, if suffering the heat somehow handled the problems often associated with starting medicine.  The cold makes it more severe, starting medicine... but since not much else is doable, it's not as much of an issue.  Tradeoffs, everything is one thing against another, against another, in some endless cycle I can never quite understand fully.  Less than others, for I never ever come close to breaking even.  At least I am handling the heat well this year.  Or... was.  Later.