A bit past midnight.

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Awake, and most well.  The feet hurt.  Even the bottoms, as if bruised.  Everything else seems... mostly good.  Blood sugar, fasting, is high.  If not as high.  It is down to 224 or so.  I have been careful with what I have eaten.  Even so, it takes a few days for that to come down.  I have decided to toss the sausages.  It just isn't worth it.  I will replace with bacon when I can.

Dreams, of women again.  But this time it was more than just pleasantries.  Nothing erotic, but the idea was there.  That was the premise of the dreams, without fulfillment of any sort.  Frustration, but not a bad one to have.  I've been wrestling it, in various ways for over a decade and an half.  Meh.  Still, it's... nice to... still consider such.  If I find the right woman, I'll... dip my toe in if the p's, q's, t's, and i's are managed rightly.  No more lovers, but a wife?  Maybe.

I am draining the dishes.  I plan to get those out, get a shower taken, then reset those.  Then on to counters and laundry.  That is all I... ackh!  Trash must go out.  Recycling, if I could get something going there... or boxes out?  Do I have the time or energy to do it all?  If not, what should I do first?  Shower is a, the, priority.  Trash and dishes are about tied for next.  Laundry is last.

I am not sure why the feet hurt so much.  If you have ever bruised the bottom of your feet, by stepping on stones, or running barefoot and striking the bottoms, you know what I am talking about.  But I haven't been doing anything which should cause that.  And I have been managing fluid intake and removal very carefully and well.  They just shouldn't hurt.  But they do.

Hopefully, today or in the next few days, I will get out to the store.  Fresh veggies for soup/stew... a few replacements for what I have been using, bacon, and butter.  Anything else?  Trying to keep  the list short.  Some burger, a roast of several types, chicken, and frozen fruit.  I have just been drinking kefir straight, lately.  I like fruit in it from time to time.  Trying to keep the sum less than $50~$75.  Trying to get that to last two weeks.  Oh... mushrooms and some sort of cabbage or kale!  When you get into soups and stews, these things are addictive.

I... best get medicine in.  I thought I had taken it already.  Nope.  Still, all good.  I'll take the morning meds in the morning, since I am nearly back to regular days... almost.  It sounds like it is raining out there... or sprinkling... or was.  Could definitely use it.  Later.