When?

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I can't remember when I went to bed.  Was it more like 10:00?  Or noon?  Or did I make it to early afternoon?  I just don't know.  It isn't from a lack of curiosity.  I remember looking at the clock three or four times, as I was tucking in.  I couldn't recall, so I would look again.  I must never have been able to put it into memory.

I woke at 21:30, pushed to sleep longer, making it to 22:00, or just shy of that.  I closed the ducks in and checked the rabbits.  The mini ladies were quite dry, so I changed out their waterer for fresh.  The rest were good, food and water.  Someone keeps opening the food bins, and forgetting to lower them... on the rabbit hutches.

I'd rather you not attempt to help.  Overfeeding is a problem.  I don't need someone else messing with feed.  Don't.  If I am failing, I will call someone for help.  Don't volunteer, thank you.

Anyway... today?  Hopefully dishes.  Counters first, actually.  Then dishes.  After I get the dishes set to a final soapy soak, I will prep laundry.  Start a wash?  You know?  Maybe.  It feels dry outside, and at 40, I could put things up.  A load, maybe two, small.  I only have two lines.  About fifty feet.  When I reset the posts, and once that is set, I plan on adding two more lines.  It isn't that I have all that much laundry at any given time... the way you might be thinking.  It's that my close are huge.  One of my shirts might well take up the space of two of your pants or shirts.  Thankfully, that really doesn't mean it takes any longer to dry.  Perhaps less, as there is a lot more cloth per volume of moisture retained from washing?  I'd... lay a minor wager... even though I'm not a betting man.  Lets not bet money, lets bet work.  So... actual wealth.

I have been staying on medicine, if little else.  Insulin, too.  Vitamins and minerals, as well, if trying to eat those as much as take them.  I am even taking D3 + K2, sublingual.  And, I take a bit more than recommended because of the water pill.  Not... too too much, but more than daily.  Then again, as well, my size.  Every dose, to my knowledge, is size based.  At nearly 300 pounds... I... take more.  Not usually double a 150 pound man, but... more... a lot more.  It's an odd thing, deciding dose.  It also makes calorie counting more complicated.  And, yes, I can have a lot more carbs than your average keto bear and stay in ketosis.  Though, the type of carb as well makes a huge difference.  Fifteen grams of vegetal carbs, fresh, cooked or raw, is a lot "less" than fifteen grams of sugar, honey, or such.  Sugars are just out, they will through ketosis pretty much instantly.

Oh, after dishes, if I can clear counters, finish those, and get them done and drying, I will take a shower.  Love those things!  Oh, my, yes.  I ought to take a bath, next time I finish a load of dishes, if I am ahead and can just push them through.  A bath is a grander thing yet.

A number of dreams.  The odd one was buying fake grapes as a gift for an aunt and uncle who are long past.  Fake grapes?  It was... a thing... perhaps in the mid-70's?  People would put them out, as table decorations.  They were plastic, but looked and (if chilled) felt real.  The problem is, people would take them... to chew on, or just because.  Family!  Ugh.

Well, I was accused of having done so.  I hadn't, but I was so accused.  So... I was buying replacements.  I had been given some, after the arrangement had already nearly been decimated.  I had chewed on those, out of curiosity.  Like a never-ending grape... albeit with no flavor or juice save what you could generate.

Such a weird dream.  I was the wrong age for the time, and never stole or replaced said.  Still, I... enjoyed the memories of family.  We didn't always get along, agree, or such.  But... family is what family is.  Be good to these people, even if they might be wrong.  They really are, when it comes down to it, all you have in this whole world.  They might be weak, they may fail, but... it's... all you have.

Well... on to waking.  My feet are still sore.  Not much I can do.