Oh, right.

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I woke around 21:00.  Not sure when I went to bed.  Before noon?  In an attempt to get a nap taken?  I think so.  Just a bit before noon, I think.  Slept all day, hard sleeping, if waking a few times.  A strange, but good, sleep.  Perhaps because it was both cold and dark out?

Blood sugar was high, 270 fasting.  Expected, due to being required to take a roll of carb tabs.  Still, it could have been worse.  A meal, again, and insulin.  But less insulin, and a bit more carbs in the meal.  Still a kefir, but with fruit mixed in.  Didn't eat until 23:30.  Couldn't get going to eat.

I have an alarm set for about 02:00, to see what blood sugar is doing.  If it is dropping too fast, or is too low, I will try to eat something as a corrective.  Just, say, a couple of cups of raw kefir.  Not to... emergency boost, hopefully, and if needed... just enough to level it, keep it from crashing.  Then, perhaps, head for testing if blood sugar remains level enough... about eight hours after food.  That would give me even a bit more time, on the trip, to be sure it is a fasting blood draw.

No sweetened tea, only plain water or unsweetened tea, between now and then... if... blood sugar doesn't crash.  Ugh.

I still need to get a shower, do some dishes, clean up a bit in the kitchen... if I can do any of it.  I'm sort of stuck.  But I... keep planning, trying, willing things.  That... only just goes just so far.  I have stopped quitting, if I am rarely successful.  But, that... just is the way it is.  All good.  I'll turn the furnace up, do some gaming to try to get the mind working, then do some cleaning and a shower in order to get the body back to things.  Or... try... hope.

Later.