Ouch, again.

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I wasn't sure I'd make it to the shower.  So tired, everything hurt.  But... the way was clear.  Even if I was seeing stars, I... wanted this finished.  So... in I went.  I had taken anacin about an half hour beforehand.  Between the painkillers and shower, my body eased into a really nice state.  Almost... comfortable!  I... haven't had that in a while.  Very, very, nice.

So... I... put the dishes not yet washed in for a soak.  Two small dishpans of them, plus a pot on it's own.  I wouldn't call the dishpans full, though flatware and cooking utensils are a pain in the nuisance, and there are many.  Still, not close to full.  After, I thought I could refill the waterers, if I didn't think I would get to the bottles.

Once I started with the waterers, however, I knew I would fill the bottles.  There was something... relaxing to it?  Well, just knowing I had one less medium job on my list, two if you count both.  So, yes, done.  And I changed the girls' water.  I had gotten fresh just then.

I decided to give the ducks a watering.  And fed them.  They seem hungrier.  Though, too, summer birds are eating their food.  I may have to see about a food device that is difficult of else to use?  After coming in, I decided to sort clothing... for laundering.  I went ahead and started a load, laundry that won't go out on the line.

So... yes.  I... did very well.  Of course, now, all the pain I had eased is back.  And a few new ones.  How is that right?  Oh, never mind.  If it weren't for pain, I couldn't, occasionally, focus?  I wouldn't have a cause to live?  Something.  My hair is almost dry.  I don't want to learn devices, so... I'll just sit here a bit, and let it finish.  Too tired to stand anyway.  

Oh, and without insulin, blood sugar is 199.  It is about a hundred below where it started this morning... last night to you.  I have been eating, if not much.  And only drinking kefir and perrier.  I am hoping to cut that, in time, even from the little I am drinking.  But, for now, I'll indulge as my life takes new form... on medicine and else.

Now I can say good night.  And... it is night.  Nice.  Good night.