Friday, April 30, 2021

Not as planned.

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What I had done, on the last post, was all that got done.  I was able to stay awake until 13:00, and change, I think ten after.  I am waking at 00:21.

Feet hurt, a bit.  Kidneys too.  Nothing too terrible, just very notably.  Can't miss.

The body tried to wake at 21:30, then 23:10.  I was able to shut it all back down until this time.  I would have preferred a few more hours down, but... in a way... I already got that.  It is as much as I could hope.  Any more and my body will get real cranky, achy.  I do better with six to eight hours of sleep, body-wise, but that isn't always possible.  It's almost never possible.  A few months, max, then sleep becomes... offkilter.  I begin sleeping in three to five hour groups, several times a day.  I have done everything possible to change that.

Today?  Dishes!  Well, counters first.  I did collect most of the flatware, and will finish clearing after I wake.  Then washing all of the counters and the stovetop.  THEN, dishes, a shower, and laundry... then put in the last of the dishes.  I am sure it will happen today.

As well, while in there doing that, over various stretches between work and breaks, I will begin filling water bottles for the rabbits.  I have 16.9 ounce bottles, and double those... perrier is delivered in those odd sizes.  They are stronger bottles, too.  So there is some hope they will last.  I have one set of waterers to set, then will use the remaining water to fill these.

I don't want to use tap water, as it indoors it goes through a water softener.  But, for the outside water, it still has chlorine, so it's best to let that sit out over night and gas out the chlorine.  Yes, boys and girls, it does that.  Why?  Well, as I change out water bottles, on hot days, I may just dump the water into drinking bowls or their regular waterers... especially if they are still slightly cool.  Saves a trip.  It's extra work, but so would be getting extra waterers and changing those out.  Half a dozen, or six, most likely...

I am also doing things with my game.  I am setting up all of the types of players with maxed level, street cred, coin, and pieces and parts for crafting, before beginning the game, mostly.  There are three types.  And it takes a while.  I had hoped to be done long ago, but even this is beyond my capacity of late.  I am lucky if I can play two or three hours every other day.  So... it's... taking a while.

It's a bitch, when playing games... which I generally love to do... is as work.  I actually, as mentioned, really want to work.  I was so close, to getting my cave together.  And, I am still quite ahead.  But, I... haven't been able to do more than a few hours every other day.  And, with food and bathing, and teeth, and such... that... isn't much time for actual work.

I keep trying.  I will keep trying.  I am hoping today will be a start.  On the good side, I am now officially on medicine again.  And I am getting back to days.  Still struggling with blood sugar, but... I... am struggling.  Not just quitting, or falling off, mostly.  Ugh.  Still not sure why I haven't died.  Seriously.  Later.

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