A solid dose of pain.

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I have certainly known worse.  But this is a solid dose of it.  Ribs, internals, legs, shoulders.  A solid medium hurt from most areas.  The pain, in each area, could be worse.  And it could be aching in more areas.  I'd say it's seven out of tens areas and six to eight on a scale of one to ten, ten being the worst.

A long shower, hot.  I usually just wash.  This time I washed, rinsed, and several times.  As well, I worked on patches of dry skin, under the toenails a bit, and just enjoyed a rather long soak.  I didn't need the heat, but I sure didn't mind it.  But, now, clean to the bone, or as much as such would be possible.

I need to get to chores.  And get fresh water for the girls.  So very tired.  Doing anything takes... often... more than I have.  It is bad enough that I took more painpills.  I keep hoping for a day off.  I had been at one a day.  I then needed two, per morning.  Now I am needing two in the morning and one or two in the afternoon.

I'm not just taking it for the pain.  I am taking it in hopes of getting to things.  I need to do some work and tasks and... things.  I haven't been able to.  So tired, sore.  It isn't just the pain, it's that it's been every day.  More, there is a lot under the skin.  I'll keep trying.  Yes, there are risks.  I don't have many choices.  When you pee half to a whole gallon a shot, without drinking, things are going to shift.

I'll keep at it.  May try to go without painpills for a few days.  Dunno.  Can try, make it a goal, an aim.  Hungry, just... not... interested in eating.  Bleh.  Later, or good night.