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Not much I can do. I did call my mother again. Her phone, again, went right to messaging. I am almost wondering if, when she is napping, the staff isn't turning her phone to no contact? Then again, I did text her. Though, if her phone is set to no contact that wouldn't go through either, actually. Bleh.
I guess I won't talk to her unless she wants to talk. I'm not going to worry about it. She'll have to call me, and... I'll answer if I am awake, my phone is on, and when I can. I won't call her anymore if this is how it goes. I understand, she wants some quiet time. She'll have it. Or the staff is imposing this. I can't be certain.
I haven't gotten to much else. I just can't get going. I had it warm, drank warm things, got warm. It just doesn't matter. Less sun? No, meds. I really have to get those set up and going again. It has been hit or miss, with remnants. It will take more.
I don't know. Lately, it seems, the world has shut me off. The one friend who has been trying to get through... I have failed to return on that. Confused about what to write. Anyway... Oh, but an online group I had joined? I forgot my password, so sent in. I have tried to get the password reset three times, including this time. Third time was the charm. However, I thought that password and else would allow me to comment at their new site. No such luck. So, I wrote and email about it. Haven't heard back. I guess I'll have to keep trying. Though... it is a weekend. And I just sent it. So... who knows.
I want to go to bed. I just checked that time, 18:45. Thankfully. I could go to bed. Perhaps should. But... in a way... it's not quite time. I have a few things I'd like to do. Still, for the blog, it is good night. I am hoping to be tucked in, sleeping, within the hour. But, I may just go on to bed after a quick browse of the web. Good night.
Just a thought...maybe you should call the nursing home to see if your mother's phone is being turned off at times...?
ReplyDeleteI'll do that Monday, need to get on the notification list as well and anyway. Thanks, Jean.
ReplyDeleteThough it may be other patients, too. She may be receiving a lot of calls, and might not always remember to take her phone... or not want it along when she does pt or ot, or even attempts at walking on her own. Between jealousy and annoyance, staff or patients might well do so.
"Lately, it seems, the world has shut me off."
ReplyDeleteConsider yourself blessed. For me the world is best when I can keep it firmly at arm's length (if not further).
Aye, some parts. Some parts, though, I wish to be a party to. Family, finally. Dreadful as that can be, and it can be, it, in the end, is all I have, all I am. As even it slips. Easier to lose one's own self then to lose the whole, which is why I stayed away. But, as I have decided with life... to live it to the end... more so with family, to all of our ends. No euthanasian, just the joys and sorrows of life until the end(s).
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