So cold.

.

.

Again.  I just can't get out of the hard chill my body seems to be in.  From time to time I escape it, but for very short spells.  And, to be honest, it has nothing to do with the weather, temperature.  It is simply my body not being able to warm, or hold onto warmth.

Yes, dressed warmly, layered.  Yes, hot food and drink.  Yes, the furnace is up.  Yes, a jacket, on top of layers.  Socks, yes shoes... snow boots for the moment actually.  Taking medicines.  It is simply cold beyond my comfort.  So odd.  As soon as I can wake, I'll get a shower in.  Sometimes that helps.  If it is a challenge to get through the cold TO the shower, and get warmed up.  Well, and that spot, after, even with the furnace up high, when I am freezing while drying and dressing.  Still, it... can help.

Water is heating for breakfast.  Though bacon and eggs would be good too.  three eggs, I think, and two slices of bacon, will be what I try to eat... when I go that way.  Later, pork chops and a veggie if I can find some.  These are thin-cut.  I'll grill them, if I can get to that.  I might even have a few eggs with them?  Maybe.

I didn't think I'd like thin-cut chops.  But, to be honest, they grill up very well, and quickly.  The thicker chops actually have a lot of trouble grilling.  And are often a bit more dry.  Though these recent ones are so well marbled, I really can't complain.  Though, probably, I should have only one.  They are almost a pound apiece.  While the thin ones are a pound for all four.  I usually only eat two of those at a time.  Though could easily eat all, as they are bone in, so probably only two thirds of a pound of actual meat.  Chattering.

On to waking.  Oh, the dumpster should be here sometime this week.  Then, just to fill it.  As quickly as possible.  Two chairs, first.  Then boxes.  I'll be putting in full and broken down boxes.  My job, really, isn't to sort.  at least not between trash and recycling.  It is to remove as much non-wanted, unneeded, volume as possible, as quickly as possible.  Two loads this month.  I have it paid for two months, ahead.  So all expenses would be in getting them emptied.  At, I think, around $20~$30 per emptying.  Exciting.

Well, on to waking.  Oh, blood sugar was high this morning... 158 fasting.  Potatoes?  Eating late?  Eating too much, even if mostly fats?  A combination?  The weekly average is 126, so not terrible.  But lately, fasting reads have been high.  I definitely have been doing day readings, and dosing, plus making sure to get slow acting insulin in at night.  I just don't get it.  I'll keep at it.  Later.