All night, but...

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I finally did get the trash out.  All of it, though.  This, that, and the other.  Front and back rooms.  Bagged and out!  I know.  I... don't think he thought I would get it out.  Tonight.  I... didn't... know.  I... had doubts myself.  I still don't think it was necessary.  They won't be picking it up tomorrow?  Still, worst case scenario, it wouldn't matter.  But... it is done.  I am pleased with myself.  It might have taken hours to get to it, but...  DONE!

As well, I stopped at the post office.  Medicine is in.  One of my cards is in.  And I can look over some of my bills.  I am beginning to look over mail a bit more closely, trying to keep up.  I lose track for a week or three, from time to time, but am trying to pay attention.  I'll keep at it.  The cold, though, has me down for a bit.  Medicine can only do just so much.  

More.  I got a meal out earlier.  A bit of a treat.  Plus, I... am, was... still am... hungry!  Hungry.  Absolutely.  As well, I got cash, for milk and cream... just cream mostly the next few weeks, then back to a split between the two.  Once I get kefir grains growing and right.  Hopefully.  Ugh.

As for sleep?  Whenever I can sleep.  I am hoping to stay awake until dawn, so as to get to chores.  Then on to bed.  Or... maybe... I'll sleep a bit then try to wake?  I don't know.  I'll do my best.

While I haven't found a job... every one I know who might offer a job knows I am... problematic.  Whether it is health, or just lazy, they may not know.  But they know I am... difficult.  Still, I may have an opportunity.  Not paying.  But it would get me out of the house a few times a week... perhaps.  Just... I'm... trying to do a bit more.  If nothing else, just being a passenger, from time to time.  Perhaps I can help, maybe not.  Dunno.  Not sure it will work out, but... I've tendered an option.  Will see.

Oh, I best find warm things to wear.  Though, really, long johns, an extra t-shirt... with one of them being long sleeve, wool socks, a middle and outer layer...  Gloves, though.  I really need warm gloves, or mittens, which can handle work.  I have caps and neck/head gators, and other options.  Good that way.  Just gloves.  Oh...  I also have the handwarmers.  But still need gloves/mittens, or some combo... capable of working in.  I had some, but only the right hand ones remain?  No, they had been all together.  Someone just took the left ones.  Odd.

Well, on to gaming.  I'd like to eat something, but... what?  Sardines?  Maybe.  Or not.  I am still hungry.  Could do a chia breakfast.  It's an odd thing, but good.  Tasty.  I really never thought I'd enjoy hippie, veggie, food, but... it works, and there are reasons for me to eat it.  Definitely doesn't make me a vegan, or hippie, but does give me the omega 3's I need to more safely enjoy my mostly omega 6 meats.  And handily.  Plus, as mentioned, it actually is rather tasty, enjoyable by texture, and just different.  Oh, plus cheap.  Ten or fifteen dollars feeds me once to twice a day for... four months?  Seems like it... three?  Even if it is pretty much daily for two months, that... that works.  I'm cheap.  Later.