A nice meal.

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I was careful with the amount of chia seed used.  This time it worked well, in that it wasn't too much to consume.  Rather than eggs, I made two smash burgers and four sausage patties, a smattering of mushrooms, and some thinly sliced onions rounds to be cooked with the mushrooms, as well as a few rounds of fresh onion to be eaten with the lot elsewise.  Mayonnaise and mustard were added as sides, as were the slices of half a tomato.  Hmmm, not bad.

I had vinegar water with the meal.  Though, really, I should have had coffee.  Oh well.  I'll have coffee next.  I took a few painpills, as a headache seems to have fallen upon me.  I am hoping coffee will help manage that.

I need to get a shower, and get ready for mass.  I think I can make it.  I told a friend I would be there.  So, I will try to be there.  I need to get the coffee in, down, and brush my teeth, before 16:00...  I have around an hour.  Ugh.  I can, if necessary, brush my teeth within the hour before mass, since it isn't strictly consumption.  But I plan not to do so.  I may drink water, sometimes there is simply no choice.  If, too, I prefer not to do so.

Life is complex.  My preferences are limited, I can't just make reality be other than what it is.  I am working on other ways to keep from gagging on a dry throat.  Oh... an old way was to suck on stones.  I wonder what else would work?  It can't be something I can consume, I don't like plastics, I don't trust most human things.  Do I have stones somewhere?  I do have fisting weights.  Ah, but those are lead.  So... no.  Hmm...  I'll... think about this.

I did receive a protective cover for my watch, and installed it.  There were, with the kit, also glass type covers, for the case lens.  I should put one on.  But I need to be in shape, rested, to read and follow the instructions.  I have been pushing a bit lately.  So, not probably today.  If I can rest well, maybe tomorrow.  I have my alarm set for four, again.  Though, if I go to bed late, may... add a few more hours.  I need some serious sleep!

The goal is to keep at four.  If I can do so for, say, four to six months, I may attempt part time work somewhere.  Nothing fancy.  Help at a store, convenience, grocery, hardware... maybe in a restaurant, busing tables.  Who knows.  I have no real skills.  But I have some... serious capacity.  If I can maintain a schedule.  Do I want to work?  Not in such labor.  But, it... would more be a start than a finish.  One has to start humbly, especially if ability or capacity is limited.  If I can prove out to function?  Then, yes, I would... move on, try for more, if keeping it more to part time.  Who knows.

My shoulder hurts.  I think I slept too hard, didn't roll.  The warmth, or such, was so pleasant.  The strange thing is, with the door close for my nap, the temp was the same.  But it was a LOT colder up there, feeling.  It made waking very difficult.  Very strange, same temp, but extremely cooler?  Okay.  No, windows were closed, still.  Ugh.  

I'll be checking blood sugar in a bit more than an half hour.  I'll just tack that on here.  If I remember to do it, and remember to post it.

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