Thunder, lightening, rain, and wind.

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Not a long storm.  Though whether that was all of it or just a start is another thing.  Refreshing.  If I am too tired to really enjoy.  I finished cooking my meal just a quarter hour ahead, or less.  Storms are normal this time of year.  If somehow it seems strange.

The burgers were good.  Tomato, mayo, mustard, and cheese to help.  Well, and grilled mushrooms, for a pleasant side.  Kefir with it, or more a bit before it.  A few baked walnuts and pecans, if that was more with the kefir, mostly.  A few with the actual meal.  I try to eat nuts slowly, so as not to... overconsume.

Finishing the vinegar tonic.  Full enough from the meal that getting the tonic down is a bit of a trick.  Trying to push it, so I can do a blood sugar test.  I wait to do those, after the meal, for an hour after the last thing down, which is usually the vinegar drink.  Then, possibly, test an hour after that.

I have the chicken hearts baked.  The goals is to fry them this later afternoon.  With more mushrooms.  They won't need much, having been stewed mostly done already.  After that, I may go to bed a bit early tonight.  I am really trying to keep my schedule.  I have been doing exceptionally well at that, given how tired I have been this week.  But it is slipping.  I... think I might be able to pull it back.  If, too, I may have to sleep longer the next few days.  If I go to bed by around 17:15 or a bit later, I can get extra sleep in there.  Enough?  I don't know.

Even as light as things have been today, so far, my watch/app are indicating I have already exerted as much as it wants for the whole week... 157 exertion minutes, 71 moderate minutes, 86 high minutes.  The lightest day I have had since wearing the watch.  Still, as mentioned, that is as much exertion as it expects for the whole week.  Yes, tired,  Always tired.  Always very tired.

Oxygen levels have increased, up to 94% today.  But, for the week other than today, the highs are 92%.  Anomaly?  Or just the benefits of an easier day?

I called my mother.  She didn't answer.  Or... was that yesterday?  Yesterday, come to think of it.  So tired, though.  I... just can't keep thoughts, memories, straight.

While looking at y.t., I noticed this vid.  I don't think I saw this part.  Anyway, it made me think back, wonder.  Did they... clean up my body, or begin doing so, during one of my deaths?  I suspect they did, the time I came back after they had stopped.  Not necessarily then, right away.  But, when they kept me in a coma for three days while trying to keep me under for even longer.

By the way, I have heard, when they induce a coma, it... can... alter the mind.  I'm not sure, but I have heard that.  I have looked for more sources, but haven't found more, pro or con.  I do wonder if it really messes with things.  Though, who knows.  Yes... just... thinking.  Been there, done that, several times now.

I do consider my returns resurrections.  Especially the one in which they had stopped working on me.  They were sure I was dead.  I frightened them, by coming back.  Or... so I heard.  Coming back does hurt though.  Both to life, and from the coma.  No dire wolf around, but the ravens were there.  No place for them to perch, but they... would visit, through my stay.