Four hours later.

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Just checked.  Outside it is still only 67.  Still, that's a twenty degree rise in temp, rising more like in three rather than all four hours?  Probably.  Mostly sunny out there, just some... haze.  Still a pretty day.  Snow still on some of the peaks.  Crazy, I'll tell you.

Still running out of breath doing little things.  Just going to check the temp nearly ran me down.  On the good side?  I can got check the temp, or do little things, when I want, and at speed.  Go, go, go!  That's how I prefer, or try, or do live... when I can.  I want it done, now, yesterday even.  Unfortunately, right now, just checking the temp is as much as I can do.

Gaming.  Getting a bit into it.  A very slow hard start.  Then I did well for a while.  Now I can't seem to do much, or fast.  Part of it is due to poor health.  Part of it is that the game seems to have ebbs and flows.  It seems to let one through, with moderate effort.  Then, all of a sudden, it shuts down all progress.

Leveling, I thought, might help.  Nope.  It just doesn't matter.  If the game's a.i. (not for the mobs, for the general flow) decides to slow the game down, you just have to tinker around the edges or walk away for a while.  It's not actually hard, it is just made impossible, for a while.  You don't, can't, improve beyond it.  It's a frustration quotient.  Which means you don't get gud.  That's a fiction.  So, if you play these games, understand it is rigged.  You don't get better.  There isn't room for enough improvement.  It isn't even rng.  Or, rng is absolutely rigged to make winning, at various (if probably random) points impossible, until some nth number of losses, or enough other improvements (which really don't matter) take place.  Knowing makes it much worse.  At least the ignorant sobs who think they got better over time have hope at points.  Like those who believe in All-Star Wrestling, or whatever, whichever, wrestling association exists these days.

Funny, that last?  The modern "professional" wrestling association has sued to allow it to allow gambling on the outcomes... while admitting the matches are rigged.  And, there are still guys who will bet on the outcome.  Then again, all "professional", and even collegiate sports are rigged.  They get so mad when you tell them, and yet, I think, deep down, they know.  Maybe that is why?  What a gas.

Well... on to something.  Later.