Awake, and... sort of beginning?

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Oh, some things I ordered last month arrived.  My mistake.  I ordered snow pants, snow cargo pants.  For... reasons.  Anyway, I... ordered the wrong sex?  It looks like it.  Insomnia, plus women's pants are almost never in tall.  Must have been on autopilot when ordering.  No biggy, they just go back.  Already ordered one of a men's type.  I may be a bit strange, but... I'm practical.  Should I try them on, to see?  They... were cheaper.  And, while practical first, I am cheap too.  I don't care, if they... fit, mostly.  Nothing fits perfectly.  But their probably way too big in the butt.  It's... just... how women's things go.  That's mostly a compliment though, so don't take it harshly.

And the cheese arrived.  I haven't thawed salami, but will.  Still, I'll have some of that cheese to start the day, with coffee.

It's warm out there, or seems it.  Here at 17:20, it is down to 66.  But it must have been warmer.  A lot warmer.  I'd say at least into the upper 70s.  Maybe even hitting 80.  Because it is 74 in this front room.  Must have been a really nice fall day.  If you... like a little heat for your bones.

I... got the shower ready, to take one, yesterday.  Hoping to hit it before long.  Need it.  Coffee is brewing.  Water was mostly hot, just had to top it off a bit before pouring.  Just dehydrated coffee.  But, as mentioned, that is actually as good as fresh.  Perhaps I have become jaded?  Or... stouter in some ways?  Lost my taste?  But honestly, neither is that much better, back to back.  Though, with the french press and fresh ground, I can make the coffee... a bit stronger, and definitely weaker.  The dehydrated stuff has one strength, medium extra tight.  So... generally a bit strong, but not a triple espresso type.  Yes, it's... all a thing.  If you don't drink it, don't start.  I've cut all my other vices, from tobacco to booze to beer.  No pipes, cigars, cigs.  I don't even ride the local female human wildlife for... fun and trouble anymore.  I'll keep this one vice, unless it gets too pricey.  Yes, I can go without.  Proven that to myself already.  Just... try me.

So... letting the salami thaw, and cheese warm a bit.  Should get a shower, after some coffee and a bit of gaming?  Funny, that too is going to be let go.  Wherever I go, I am not taking my game.  I'll just begin... getting out?  Going to parks?  Finding hiking partners?  Going on milder adventures?  Using my home as... just a place to sleep.  Well, that's the hope.  And, with a maid, probably live in.  And, no.  Won't touch the maid.  That's just not... that doesn't work.  Though a girlfriend and a maid is best.  Easier life for both.  Just have one out of the house doing things every other day, and be gone myself often.  I won't herd cats, but I won't put up with cat fights.  And I'll pick the one that is best, or I like the most.  Start over.  Hmm, getting rid of riders, every once in a while, might be best... if I feel I can't trust the woman, or if she isn't into kids and can't find one who will.  Yeah, I can afford a maid in some of the countries I am looking at.  In the Phillipines, a live-in is about $140 to $160 a month, all in.  The skimpy maid suit is extra.  :p  But, seriously, no.  Don't... want that kind of temptation.  They'll eat you alive over there for some things, as a foreigner especially.

Well... yea.  I'm thinking, looking.  Later.