Still awake?

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Yes.  Barely.  But, just... never got up there.  Twenty to ten, last time I looked it was 40 out there.  It was 42 around 1:30.  I am pretty sure it got a few degrees colder than 40, as the sun had already been up, and warmly, a good hour and a half by then.  So... 36?  I would bet.  I don't think it frosted, but it is heading that way.

At first, I thought it had clouded over.  Nope.  Just that the sun isn't well up yet, and the tree is blocking even that.  I'm not used to being awake this "late".  Ugh.

I'll get on to bed now.  Say some prayers... for you... them... me.  Oh, I know.  I know.  Do you?  :p  It's as much as I can do, other than doing what I must, as I can.

Oh, I would like a new refrigerator.  But need new electrical, a grounded plug.  Currently have a really hillbilly rigging which... I hate.  But won't use on a new fridge.  It will be a gift to myself, before I go, but a gift to those who come next.  And, they get to choose it, up... to a limit.  If they go frugal on the fridge?  I may throw in a new screen door, or window.  We'll see.

And, this fall, if it is possible yet, or in the spring, I'd like them to choose some fruit trees... for back in the back areas.  Apple, pear, peach, surprising what has some chance to make it.  I want them to have what... I couldn't..  Though, these things are after some agreement has been signed.  The signing is... a finality, that will help my... spirit get ready to move on... one way or another.

Ah, I also sent my dairy request.  For tomorrow.  And placed my small amazon order.  And, have one of the pants ready to go back.  Ordered some others, to try those.  Ugh.  Always something.  I'd like to get in, for more propane.  But... so very tired.  It's not even that expensive.  It's... just getting into town.  I have been tired since spring.  I've never improved enough to even begin getting back to church... if there are... other issues.

Well... on to bed.  I'd sure love something solid to eat.  Coffee and kefir for a day or two now?  A week, or off and on.  I had burger a few days ago.  But... need something real.  Goodnight, and good morning.