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I missed medicine yesterday, what with all the doings. And pushing through. Or... did I just miss what would have passed for the last two thirds, which would have been an actual, by clock, day? Something. I thought I took medicine in my "morning", but then... lost track. The thing is, when my days stretch out like that, should I take medicine by clock schedule, or not. I'll... ask my doc, or his nurse, the next time I call.
Still, that would have been at least one more dose, and that didn't happen. As well, I have been missing medicine off and on a lot lately. Dark weather, rain, less sun on top of even that through fewer hours up, of what is available. I just have to get my head back in the game.
The neck hurts, as if dehydrated, but I shouldn't be dehydrated. Just taking two water pills, and drinking both a heavy dose of coffee and by favored carbonated waters... two or three of those a day, lately. So, perhaps my neck is just out of bend, off trim, maybe it is mechanical, not biological... chemical... fluid based?
I have been staying warm. Dressing better, for my days. Showering so that isn't messy. Though, to be honest, I can go without showering for a fair reasonably unreasonable time period without getting as messy as I thought I would. Still, I prefer to shower more often. I just do. Need? Want. Especially since I do so little. Some of my friends, in construction or when on construction shifts, go without. Or when working four or five jobs, nose in to the grindstone, often can't shower very often. Body to work, work until drop, go home and drop.
You... I... can't judge. I... remember the days. If I had the time of luxury for a shower twice a month on that first sub, I was in seventh heaven. Brutal. Loved it, so I really can't complain. Strange, that. Good men want to be used up, spent, burned out. Or... I did. Most people on subs did too, or they wouldn't be there. Empathy, not sympathy. Not many good men left, though I don't think there were ever all that many.
I did a really good run today. Took care of a solid set of issues, problems, and future arrangements. And, have a list of other things on the short side, ready to be hashed out, I am hoping, in the real morning. I don't know why I woke at 19:00ish. I'll probably need to take a nap in order to push through a bit. Perhaps at midnight to two? It's the goal. May set a buzzer for that. Check... set it to buzz me at 1:00.
Tonight? A bit of gaming. A shower, perhaps a whisker trim... in prep for an actual shave tomorrow? Some dishes set back up, checking on laundry, and clearing and cleaning the freezertop. I've mostly been keeping up on Sassy; food, water, liter. But I'll keep keeping up. And, food for myself? Ah, the meat is all gone. Too long, it took, to get the propane. I did eat most of it, anyway.
Bleh. Never again? But I was so hungry! And I hate to waste. And, and, I should never say never. Thankfully, for as close to death as I am, riding that line like a trooper, I can tolerate that which would still kill... even healthy... humans. Some... humans. Moderns? Pure Westerners? Dunno. Would say women, but some women could eat things that would kill me? Some, few. Maybe. But neurosis helps? :p My guess is some of the poorer people, around the world, can outlive any of us, in eating what we simply couldn't. Not all just about rubbish. Eskimos can eat blubber where few others can. Survive on it. Though, becoming ketone... fat... adapted might have me in better shape for such a thing? It would be... getting past, possibly, the flavor. Definitely the texture. I am better set than most, even for that though.
Anyway... so... a few things, chores. Probably just fatted coffee tonight. But, meat out to thaw. Cleaning and clearing. A shower, dishes, probably running the last load of laundry through a final drying cycle. And, just maybe, on final load into the machine, then turned over to the dryer when finished. Then a nap.
Ugh. Good evening, and goodnight. Later? Or much later.
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